Princess' journey.....

2009-02-11T01:16:00.002+08:00

hohoho 1 more day till our holiday
:x :x :x :x

and.....my honey got me this :">

muahahhhhh

2009-02-09T04:50:00.002+08:00

nana I finally update my blog lolx ^^
hehe pretty busy recently ^^

but I'm still happy and alive hohoho
went for recent trip away with my buddies since grade 9 ^^

I'll upload fotos later nananana

hahahaha

Just wana say a HAPPY 10months
for me and my honey ^^
muahhhhh

we're gona be on a 10-day Valentines trip
on thursday ^^
I'll update more when we get back
nanananana

~~~~ OUT ~~~~~

2008-10-16T05:14:00.015+08:00

~~~
hihi I have just realized how long since I last blogged
well......I'm a Busy Beeeeee
lolx

after the hectic final examination of my last semester
I was totally exhausted
but at least, now I'm fully re-charged
^.^
and all that thanks to U, honey!!

hehe after all the "dispute" over what and how we should spend our holiday
we came to a common "agreement"=)

and we decided to take our holiday out
^^

with a couple of friends

to stuff ourselves with good food
^^
(well, what's better than food prepared by our chef?)

and of cos, sight-seeing and foto-takings ^^

I really enjoyed myself there
^^

and of cos, I love our villa 2

new semester is starting next monday
another crazy 14-week period
is about to kick in

Jia - You !!!

after this, I can re-unite with my Misa ^^

2008-09-13T03:50:00.003+08:00

haiz haiz

very stressed for my upcoming final exams
it's getting tougher and tougher
as I move on with the uni syllabus
>.<

tak tak tak
well, look at the bright side,
after this exam (which will be over in less than 2 weeks)
if NOTHING goes wrong
and I could pass all courses
than I've done with half of my bachelor program
(exclude internship period)

so, yup!!!!jia you!!!
Kudo to myself ^.^
things will all be paid off,
I believe ^.^

and above all, I still have U by my side
after all this hurdle stuff...
we'll be celebrating our 6month together
I love U
^.^
muahhhhhhhh

2008-08-27T05:01:00.004+08:00

XOXOXOXOXO
haaaaapppppiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii birthdAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hAppY bIrthdAy to my bAbY
(who's currently sick in bed T_T)
I hope U'll get well just in time for ur bday
^.^

hope that everything will turn out okay
I dun wana U to miss ur bday
(with me)
^.^

haha I dont know if this could be considered as a bday present
lolx
but seriously, if it's not for ur bday and that U're seriously sick in bed
I would not think I'll ever do any major assignment for U completely
lolx
cos I dun even hv enuf motivation to do mine
lolx lolx lolx

haha it seems that
with you...
everything turns the other way round
haha
1st is I help U finish ur assignment
and then I got present on ur bday
hahaha
muahhhhhh
don't know what U bought for me though
but I cant wait to see it
...in a few hours time...
Whatever it is, I'm sure I'll like it ^.^
and if U're well enuf, we'll be going to "fetch" my new baby
muahhhhh ~ samsung U900 Soul~
(if pink isnt nice or not avai then....
Nokia E66 ~ keke

(THANK YOU, dear)
muahhhhhhhhh

and I'm glad that U like my present for U
^.^
wrapped in a super cool box

^.^

-->shld be back to UR assignment
haha
time is running out =p

2008-08-12T04:11:00.017+08:00

>.< >.< >.< >.<
haiz....having bad sore throat and fever now....
*very irritated*
~ wOrld spInnIng~
>.<
so much to expect after a trip
.\/.

he came to pick me up on fri afternoon
after his lesson
we drove all the way to the resort
reaching at abt 9pm ++
^.^

starting a relaxing weekend
with great resort view
and the ocean - where I love the most
though it's OUR holiday
but he still could not leave his work behind
>.<
so I ended up with a "new" guy
haha lolx....he's my bro, of cos haha

dont believe?
look at how alike we are =p

hahaha
but well, work must be OUT
back to our holiday, honey ^.^
haha look at how *unhappy* he is
lolx
luckily, that face didnt last for long
^.^
there he was-preparing hot bath for me
XOXOXOXOXOXO
[hmm that's supposed to come with BUBBLES
but he bought the wrong bath salt
lolx]
but still,
I appreciate his attempt
XOXOXOXO
I love you, honey ^^

2008-08-08T05:54:00.007+08:00

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hahaha yayayaya time for update ^^
1st of all.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my Baby Ben ^.^

haha I gota admit that I'm jealous with SOMEONE
whose bday is 08/08/08
lolx
not bcoz of China Olympics
but
cos 8 is MY number
MINE MINE MINE
lolx

oh well, at least 8 is my bday as well
^.^
so yeah, jealous but...
hAppY bIrthAy, bEn ^.^
wIsh U all the very best
for the coming year ^^
cOntInUe ur wAlk with GOD
and I know He's always with U
^.^
rEAlly take care ^^

stay chEErfUl as U r ^.^
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
now comes to my life update
(if not, someone would NAG me)
lolx
muahhhhhhh *muack*

why didnt I update recently?
hmmmmm well....
partly was bcos my laptop was spoil
and mainly was bcos I'm LAZY
lolx

after some times, my laptop suddenly works
hahaha
MAGICally
lolx
just when I finished choosing a replacement
it WORKS
lolx

but anyway, I'm gona hv a new one sOOn
the wInnEr of my hEArt (=p) issssss

yEAh !!!! MacBook hahahahahaha
wana give it a try
and wana know why the whole world
is switching to Mac ^.^

well, that's a HUGE sacrifice
cos I hv to gv up (gona-be) my PINK Vaio
for the Macbook

I hv been running against time
to get all my assignmnets done
to prepare for mid-term exams
to work
to spend time with my adorable Baby Bia
(yEAh, another BB lolx)

I think that I've been "running"around
too much
(not physical though...
just a very TIGHT schedule)
>.<
and so does my BB
.\/.
to the extent that we both get exhausted
imagine when U get something up
from Mon to Sun
wahahaha no wkend, no break
no private time together
(well, we do, just that it was not really time for ourselves ALONE
w/o disturbance of any other factors)

soooooooo
we decided to take a weekend away
from our school, our work....
from everything ^.^
and also, to celebrate
our 4mnth AnnI
(how swEEt,rite?)
^.^
and we're gona leave right after our classes
today
in a few hours time
^.^

our plan is to drive out for dinner
and head straight to our Van Chai resort
where we have booked Villa 2 for our weekend getaway
this is the outside look
and inside look
and the stone bathtub ^^
haha of cos, I'll be updating after the trip
^^

haha it's gona be sooooo relaxing and enjoyable
^.^
I LOVE U, baby ^^

thanks for millions billions zillions things
that U've done for me

from the simpliest thing
which is to make me smile and laugh
pamper me like a prIncEss
take care of the slightest thing is my daily food intake(=p)
always drive me to work and fetch me home
esp when it rains ^.^
.............
to the HUGE thing
like sharing ur dreams with me
entrusting me with All U've got
and MOst importantly,
let me believe in our future together
believe in U&mE
^.^

and this is for time while U're not with me
>.<
muahhhhhh
she's my biggest soft toy so far
^.^
it's true that everything happens for a reason, huh?
^.^

yaya ^^ it's 6am now ^^
think it's time for me to concentrate
to finish up my assignment
then go for classes
for my quicky shopping for the rest of the items needed
and then
I'm gona meet up with my BB
and off we go .....
muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

hihihhi I know this's a lit' out of the topic
but she's truly the cutest lit' gal I've ever seen

2008-06-20T03:11:00.011+08:00

139th entry ^.^
lalallalalalalalalalalalalala
finally it's coming to 22/06 when my baby will be home
^.^
~really missing him~

since it's June holiday now
lots my friends from overseas come home

this is my bacth's karaoke outing

and here we are - steamboat at Luu's house

then I had this outing with my collages

mE & Blanch

mE&Cindy
mE~Suzzane~Mun
outing, outing and more outing ^^
here is mE& Dave on my bike ^.^

ytday I was stuck in the rain
well, that was more of a storm
anyway, there was flood and traffic jam everywhere

I even tried to go in the one-way street
to try to get to work but no hope...~.~
I was at one end and my office was just at the other end of the street
but literally nothing and noone could move
so I chose my best option went up the pavement and got sheltered
waiting for about 3hours till the jam and the rain got better it was quite fun staying there at first
looking at all the people trying to get their way home
but then, with my clothes soaking wet and empty stomach
I got human-sick LOLx dizzy and all haha then there were a few people
trying to get up the pavement to where I stood
without knowing that there was a big gap from the road level up
I tried to shout out to some of them
but most of them couldnot hear me
and so...*U could guess what happened=p*
among them, there were these 2 guys who made me laugh the most
cos 1 of them, gearing up motor power
and bang into the pavement edge
but his friend was laughing and saying that
"U're not pro enough!Let me get my motorbike up 1st then I'll help U" *gruuuum~~~~Bummm*
haha he didnt escape from his "destiny" too lolx

but 2 of them were smarter
in the sense that they didnt give up
they found an alternative route to go up
and then settle themselves next to where I stood

being bored... we started to talk to each other
they were quite friendly ^,^
I thought we could be friends so I gave them my fone number
well, in case we'd ever bump into each other again
who knows? ^^

then 1 of them turn out to hv a crush on me asking me out ~.~

why in the world is he still trying?
while knowing that I'm attached?
haha but the funny is that
after getting rejected he said I was a lovely gal
and that only if I had not been attached LOLx
he dreams...long long... LOLX
then sms kept coming this morning too
but I was too busy sms-ing my baby
so well, of cos, not replying his haha

I would not trade anyone or anything in the world
for my baby ^.^
he's all I've ever dreamt of

~I misssssssss U soooo much~

*come home, Baby*

oh, I almost forgot to share
my dress collection has got 4 new members
^,^
hahahahahahahaha

2 out of 4 have arrived ^.^

1 is MNG limitted edition, deisgned by Penelope & Monica Cruz

1 is from Forever 21 ^.^

then the other 2 are expected to arrive on sat
b4 my Baby fly home ^^

1 is, again, from F21

haha and the last one ~ from MNG as well =p

haha *I'm sooo proud of my dress collection*
the next thing, I think I need a new and bigger space
for their new "home"
^.^

2008-06-06T02:01:00.003+08:00

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
X~for a kiss
O~for a hug
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

hAppY 2-mOnth AnnIvErsArY, dEAr ^.^

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
it's term break now
I'm longing for school to restart again
haha
I think I prefer being busy to being too free like this
my bio-clock seems to fix itself to US timing hahaha
movie marathon whole night
sleep till next afternoon
and go to work hahaha
then, of cos
time with my sweetheart haha

life seems to be routine
but as long as U're with me
I'm enjoying it ^.^

*love U*

2008-05-28T05:33:00.000+08:00

Aries Character Traits

he symbol for Aries is the horns of the ram, the leader of the flock. You are an initiator and your impulse is to meet life's challenges head-on, without thought for the consequences.

‘I AM' is the motto for Aries. You are the first sign of the zodiac and you put yourself and your desires first. However you do it with a childlike innocence that is very disarming. You stand for brave new beginnings and are frequently the one to get something off the ground.

You are fearless and courageous and will fight passionately for what you want. Your energy and enthusiasm are contagious and you are a keen competitor. You are ardent in love and won't hesitate to make the first move.

You can also be impatient and outspoken. Your eagerness can seem pushy and your assertiveness can easily become aggression.
You are the pioneers of the zodiac.

2008-05-28T01:55:00.014+08:00

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haha it's been a month....
now, I'm OFFICIALLY on holiday
lalalalalala

out of the sudden, I become TOO free
that I'm feeling lost
@_@

okay....so all that being lost can be saved to complained later
haha
nowI guess it's time
to update my blog
(oh yeah, why not movie marathon after this???
hahaha since there are still a few DVDs
that my CB bought me the other time
but I hvnt watched cos was too busy)
nananananana

hahaha
and now, for those who are waiting for the update
haha
especially "tao" ^@^
(really missing U lots, btw=p)

it's going to be 2 months sOOn^^
nananananana
2 great months of my busy-busy-busy&lonely life
^^
I still thank God everyday for placing U in my life
*really LOVE you*
~muack~

let me see....
almost 2months together
and there were only 2 days when we didnt see each other
(gruuu I hate those 2days)

*U pulled me out from the crowd*
(this's the original foto w/o any photoshop
or editing hoh)

giving me Love and Warmth

*a shoulder to lean on*

~someone who goes along with my childish-mE~

someone who could bring back my appetite, making me eat

*yummy*
hahaha great that we both enjoy fOOd
^.^

and U always make me laugh
^@^

chasing after me
caring about me
from the little tiny twinnie thing

and I know sometimes U do get tired
~sorry dear ^^~

but surely U're the greatest accompany
that I've ever had

among all....
with friendship and love...
I've got everything I want

2008-04-29T04:20:00.001+08:00

nananana
I'm off for my hOnEy mOOn
LOlx

*journey will be starting in a few hours time*
*counting down*

2008-04-28T01:17:00.002+08:00

*counting down to tues*
hehe honey moon will be starting in less than 48hrs time
nanananananana

tml is gona be a super busy day
but we can get thru it together baby
^^

~ love ya lots ~

2008-04-22T04:54:00.002+08:00

hehe
I didnt intend to blog today
cos not much to blog though
but now, since I'm waiting
for my team member to complete her part
to compile and print out
I shall write something on this

LOLx

spent the whole day in school
preparing presentation
(which is in a few hours and it's nt done yet)

I thought I'd nt be able to meet BB today
as he'd be working
and me - in school
but he came all the way down
to go for lunch with me
^@^

hehe he asked me out for lunch
tml @ Metropole Hotel
haha
that'd be romantic
but nah,
we'd beta to spend that on our trip
next week
hahahahahaha
*cant wait alr*

hope nothing urgent happen
that stops us from going

2008-04-21T01:04:00.008+08:00

~~~~20-4-08~~~~
trip back to hometown

in the car....
too bored so I was playing with my bro...

Ah-buh....*getting to know each other*

~next stage: friends ^^

~on the wings of love

~thinking abt U ^@^

----------------------
haha LOLx
it's been long since my whole family going together
(though not everyone was present -_-)

*my Aunt and mE

* BB and mE

*and mE [of cos] lolx

2008-04-20T01:54:00.002+08:00

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

.....time flies....
2 weeks....since we've been together
^@^
*mUAck*

heez...someone overslept today too
LOLx
but then nvm ~ cos I wanted to sleep too
hahahahaha
then we had the rest of the day together
as it's always been ^^
nanananana

a few hours more till we'll meet again...
a trip out of town
with my family
^@^

~love U lots, BB~

2008-04-19T04:27:00.002+08:00

tatatattatatatata

I must proudly announce this:
I've gained 1kg
lalalalala

so NO more stuffing food
into my stomach
but instead, I'll keep this up by healthy diet
and EXERCISEs
LOLX

2008-04-19T01:07:00.002+08:00

***************
if OnlY everyday....
^^

went for lessons [8-930 / 11-1230]
in between, I went to my hair salon to straighten my hair
[temporary - of cos =p]
haha and my lazy BB
called him at 915
"huh?it's not yet 930"
--> he ended up oversleeping after several times like that
and obviously skipped class today

then we went for lunch
a short car ride before he went off for work
and me - off shopping LOLx
the result was obvious
hahaha I bought something =p
a paired handfone traps

this is mInE:

after the "exhausted" shopping trip
I went for bike-wash
(as it's been long since I last used it=p)
and a short nap before going off to work

BB fetched me from work
[and of cos, not to forget that my students were behaving]
~which made me hAppY~
BB drove me to my regular shop
where I got a Greenish-Blue DKNY top
^^^^
[shopping day, huh?=p]
but he could nt get anything though
there was a quite nice Puma Tee but I didnt like the colour

then we off for dinner (or super?=p)
and DVD-shopping afterwards
[LOLx a truly shopping day=p]

1st time ever ~ someone could make me laugh non-stop
for the whole journey
since 730pm till home at 1030pm
and still ~ we couldnt stop laughing
so we sat in the car, laughing for 20min
only manage to drag ourselves in the house
cos my dad went down to the kitchen
LOLx

I've never laughed that hard
till my stomach -my back - my cheeks
very very pain
LOLx

and he, too
said noone b4 could make him laugh that way
and that long
LOLx

*lOvEy*
~missing U alr, BB~

*cant wait till we meet up again*
gone spend the weekend together

*mUack*mUAck*mUack*

2008-04-18T01:57:00.002+08:00

~~~~~~~~~~~
there are times I swear I know U're here
.....
Wana be where U are
....
*missing U*

.....heez....

spent the whole day with him
lazy-ing around the house
(the room to be exact)
hahaha
call delivery food, watching movie
bla bla bla
just a peaceful day together ^^
who said dating must go out
^^
as long as we enjoy each other's company
that's gona be great time together

*now I'm counting down to see U again*

I'm surprised too
seeing how much love has grown on U and mE
how much we have come to love one another^^
I love U lots, BB
*mUAck*

and yeah ~~~~
just about more than a week more
till our 1st getaway trip
to China
tml we gona discuss the plan in details
*excited*
*cant wait longer*
~mUAck~

2008-04-17T01:24:00.002+08:00

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
almost forgot
=p

BB & mE
will be going to China for our holiday end of this month
lalalalalla
and then to S'pore somewhere beginning of June
^^
lalalalala

2 best pal of mine
will be back home on 11 May
XOXOXOXOXOXOXO

2008-04-16T23:47:00.003+08:00

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
*UPDATED news: I'm on special gain-weight program*
~conducted by my BB~

haha the first thing when he came over my house today
was to make chocolate pudding for me

*it's the bEst chocolate pudding I've ever tasted*
*mUAck*
watching him cooking while doing group project with my member
~no word could ever describe that feeling~
*****mUAck*****

then we had a SUPER huge lunch
while watching Step Up 2
^^
and Daddy called to inform that he's at the airport
and will be reaching home in the late afternoon LOLx

Dinner was....a marathon
LOLX
stretched from 7pm
right after we are done with our hairdo
[we went to my regular hair salon to get our hair touched up]
till 930pm
*can U imagine how much I chewed and swallowed
tonight?*
lolx

and now ~~~~~
while waiting for my BaBy to be home,
I'm enjoying his chocolate pudding
which is chilled nicely in the freezer

nananananananananananannana
*back to my assignment
so that I'll hv 1 whole day off tml
with my BB*

~~~~~I lOvE U~~~~~

2008-04-15T17:41:00.002+08:00

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
hix.....lost at least 1 mark for stat exam
max I can is only 24/25 -_-

haiz....nvm...
stIll my hOnEy mOOn period
^@^

haha honey moon in every sense
daddy is ob biz trip, leaving the house with me and bro
so he comes over and stay in the whole day
mostly playing games with my bro
[hehe that's why last night I was angry with him
cos he was too into the games
forgetting that I was watching movie alone on 2nd floor
and that we hvnt had dinner @_@]

haha they are racing again...
*pink power* rox LOLx
my bro is using the one pimped in total PINK
with the number 84 on the side
LOLx

hehehe I shall make myself occupied by starting my assignment
which is due this weekend
cant play around too much alr
or should I go for hairdo?
as we're going out for dinner tonight? ^^

2008-04-14T00:57:00.002+08:00

dgsg
hAppY 1-week AnnIvErsArY
nanananananananananananana
how I wish things would be like today fOrEvEr^^
hee
and this's our 1st "pair" items
hehe of cos "pair" here doesnt mean exactly the same
this is mine ^^

his is brown and square ^^

nananananananan
hahahahahahahahahahaha

morning - overslept (OOOps=p)
lunch - a nice and cozy one at Hanoi Hotel
afternoon - [mE] sleeping + [him] playing games with my bro
evening - [mE] working + [him] preparing dinner, going with my bro
night - home sweet home dinner ^^

hee
*what more could I ask for?*

only 1 thing left to say....
I LOVE U
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

when U see someone cooking for U, sweating
U know that the person really loves U
and from dEEp inside,
U know that U love hIm tOO

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

2008-04-12T01:09:00.002+08:00

~~~~~~~~
hee * I see love when I see you*
it's been a long long while since I've felt this way
love and being love
the feeling of togetherness
*mUAck*

I thank God for placing U into my life
everything was so sudden and SWEET
watever may come, we'll pull thru it together
*mUAck*

now it's so much fun to have U with me
every moment, everywhere ^@^
U always make me laugh
U've added colours into my life ^@^
*love U so much*
[BB]

*cant wait till tml when we'll meet again*

2008-04-10T01:36:00.003+08:00

~~~~~~~~
21st bday is OvEr
*cOUntIng dOwn to the 22nd one*
LOLx
~~~~~~~~

nah, just joking =p
haha I'm certainly enjoying my life to the fullest now
^@^

I AM attached ^^
lalalalala
fInAlly I've found someone.....
though the "price" isnt "cheap"
what we've been through is like none others before...
but we're done with all the "rOAmIng" and "stOrm"
to get this far....
so....
BaBy, for All mY lIfE, dOnt U knOw thAt it's trUE?I'm lIvIng tO lOvE U....

2008-04-07T00:17:00.009+08:00

lalalala
hehe
I'm turning 21 ^@^
thanks everyone for turning up @ my party ytday nite
XOXOXOXOXOXO
love ya lots
*muack*

hihihi and now are the 2 bday gals ^^

and of cos, the beauty princesses ^@^

the Bimbo group ^^

and the sisters' group *muack*

my guests of the day ^@^

tata *lady in red* hehehe

hahahaha

my actual bday gona be on tues ^^
*waiting and counting down*

*hugs and kisses to everyone of U
who were there for me*

and of cos *U*U*U*U* ^^
turning 21 and getting the greatest bday present of all time
XOXOXOXOXOXOXO

~~~~ every moment we share together is even better than the moment before ^^ I cant wait for tml to come ^@^ ~~~~

2008-03-19T02:47:00.003+08:00

~~~~
hehe I'm supposed to be in bed by now
but, well haha
someone will never know LOLx

recently I've found myself
to be very hard working and productive
haha
hve been studying
yeah yeah
LOLx

my uncle just flew back to German today
sob sob
missing him lots
he's my fav uncle
the one who spoilt me the most
sob
haiz
bon voyage, uncle ^@^
well, he promised to be back by the end of this year
so
time!!! start kicking!!!
^@^

then there are some politic issues
in school
which I wish I could stay out of it as much as possible
why is life always full of politics?
can it be simple for just a moment?
haiz
*facing reality*

alrite, why shld I care anway? ^^
cos I cant run away from it
so just gota face it ^^
and deal with it
~just the way it is~

but still,
why cant all ppl live in pInkY wOndErlAnd?
in those pInk cAstlE?
with pink walls?
pink furniture?
pink toilets?
pink....
blablabla
LOLx
*mysterious question that can never be answered*
LOLx

haha put aside all that, I shall get ready for my 21st bday party
hehe
done with the dress-ordering ^^
I've just added 4 more into my alr-full wardrobe
LOLx
now is the hairdo
hehe
I love my hair now
but still, I long for something new, something different
hmmm
mayb that is just me
who can never get satisfied
bOO!!!who cares?
LOLx
I've started to miss my old-straight hair
LOLx
should I go rebonded? ^@^

hehe this is the old me -haha
time flies....hehe

hmmm will be thinking abt it
haha

but now
it's pIggY time^@^

tml (or rather later), my baby will be coming over
so I'd beta get some beauty sleep

*muack*muack*muack*

2008-03-13T16:08:00.002+08:00

oh, almost forget to say.....

I MISS U, mIsA ^@^

hope U're doing great in Sydney
I know U can do it, jia you ^@^

*mUAck*mUAck*mUAck*

all my lOvE and wIshEs go to U, swEEtIE

*prOmIsE I'll be coming down there with U sOOn*

2008-03-13T15:57:00.003+08:00

haha after a LONG LONG hvnt been blogging, now I'm back ^@^

hmm it is coming to the end of week 3 of sem 2
and I hv just started to shake the holiday mood off me
LOLx

guess I can only start focusing
when the project work or exam comes into place
LOLx

well, 4 sub - 4 groups
and I'm happy with ALL of my groups
love U lots, ya?
^@^

Update self-info: March 2008
I'm still SINGLE
LOLx
so much for the attaining the 2007 goal
of getting attached
LOLx

but well, doesnt matter
haha
I'm turning 21 in abt 3 weeks
hehe
so I must get myself prepared for the BIG event
lalalalalala
haha
1st step was taken - orderred 2 Victoria Secret dresses
for the party (eventhough the party details hvnt been planned=p)
LOLx

heard lots of ppl fail marketing so I beta get it started
or else my plan for a HD in marketing would fly into dream land
LOLx

lalalalalala so sleepy, man =p
kk...will try to stay awake now
so I can go to bed early tonight
^@^
*mUAck*mUAck*

2008-02-04T15:18:00.000+08:00

^^
hehe shall make use of the little after-lunch time to blog
^^
I'm nt using my lappie so cant upload the foto
(oh, and someone is holding on to my hard drive so well, no foto anyway)

I had a wonderful 10-day holiday in S'pore
^^
time really flew with all the outings
[no dating though:( ]
chalet, shopping, dining out...bla bla
thanks everyone for making my holiday complete
*muack*
really LOVE U all lots and lots ^^

now that I'm back to VN
gruuu the weather here is freezing cold...
missing the sunny and windy weather in S'pore lots..
:(

but yeah
most updated report from me
^^
I have ALMOST finished spring clean my house,
only my room left undone=p
hehe and I managed to go out to get a new HAIRdo too
lalalala
I LOVE my hair now
nanananana
hehehehe
NEW CURL
XOXOXOXO
I gona save new hair colour for my 21 bday
^^

then hoh, I have new room fone
and new home theater system
hehehe yeah
^^

hmm the only problem now is that
I need at least 1 more wardrobe for my clothes collection
I just took up 1 new one
but still, there doesnt seem to have enuf space
sob sob....
die...
mayb I should stop shopping for a while
haiz....
"girls will always be girls"
=p

2008-01-18T04:21:00.000+08:00

~~~~~~~~~``
hehe yeah...I know I'm supposed to be studying right now...
which is what I'm doing..
but given this condition - being sick
I just cant concentrate...
really tired but I still gota keep going

haiz

look at the bright side
today is my final exam
lalalala
hahahaahahaha
after 12:15, I can start to PARTY haha

time really flew...
I miss Misa soooo much...
she came and gone as the wind...
I wish she could stay for longer...

*dedication to mIsA*
*mUAck*

-----------
that's it for now...
it's time for accounting =p

2008-01-02T23:25:00.000+08:00

2/1/08
and I'm still HAPPY
^@^

now is the photo time
^^

us- waiting the LATE members =s

a few more has joined but not everyone yet

the pub where we counted down to 2008 ^^
Police was outside cos it was closing time T_T

and how we danced for the new year ^^

after 2008 has arrived ^^

the couple of the the night
[sob sob...I also want T_T]

the best pal of the night
XOXOXOXO

2008-01-02T00:20:00.000+08:00

nanananana nananananana
^@^
happy new year everyone
^@^

2008 is finally here
^@^
'08 - such lucky year
^@^
'08 - a celebration year
^@^
I'm turning 21
^@^

yeah yeah !!
Wish everyone would feel the same way I'm feeling now
excited and anticipated
^^
cant wait too see what God had planned for me
this year

but I promise to be a gOOd girl
^@^

wish everyone had enjoyed the new year celebration
as much as I did
^^

I'm really happy
^^
and 2008 has just begun
^^

I went to count down with my classmates on new year eve
we went to K-box 1st
[thanks that everyone was late so we could only hv the room at 9:45pm]
but well, doesnt matter
LOLx
cos of that, we finished 1 bottle of champagne=p

the Kbox was fun ^^
with us singing and taking fotos
[the microphone sux though=s]
but it didnt matter much ^^
we finished 1 bottle of Chivas 18
by the end of the section=p

moved on to the centre to join the crowd for countdown
very "brave" when taking 3 ppl on 1 motorbike
and 1 of us [Laura=p] didnt even hv her helmet on
LOLx
but we "SURVIVED" =p

after a long "consideration"& "discussion"
in front of the public toilet
LOLx
we'd decided to countdown @ DRAGON fly pub
it was so crowded
but we managed to get 1 table
counting down
dancing like crazy
we truly enjoyed ourselves

I had the most memorable new year eve ever ^^
thanks to all of you ^^
[fotos will be uploaded as soon as Laura send me]

and of cos,
spEcIAl thanks to U - who was there with me
when 2007 was fading away,
handing over to 2008
*mUAck*

and today - 1/1/08
it was such a special way spending with U
^@^
*rEAllY thanks for making my new year day*

tattatata
I'm hAppY HaPPy hApPy
^@^

guess now it's time for me to come back to reality
with tones of assignments ahead of me
=s

but yeah, look at the bright side
Misa's coming
sOOn
the two shoPPing prIncEs shall reunite
and our plan is...
to shOp tIll wE drOp
hohohohoho

--------------------------------------------

7 qualities to be a perfect wife:

Beautiful,
Responsible
Energetic
Adorable
Sweet
Truthful and
Self-Organized.

In short, she must have good B.R.E.A.S.T. S

---------------------------------------------

LOLx

2007-12-31T12:29:00.000+08:00

lalalala
HaPPy hAppY nEw yEAr
^@^
wIsh every lOvEd ones of mine....
all the very BEST for ur 2008 journey
XOXOXOXO

it's gona be nEw yEAr eve
in a few hours time
^^
and I'll be going out celebrating
I wont miss it like Xmas nite
*mUAck*

hoTTie gal clUbbIE celebrating 18th bday for our "blond" bArbIE
*mUAck*

30-Dec BaBies ^^

2007-12-27T04:17:00.000+08:00

mErry mErry X'mAs EvErYOnE
^@^
hOpE U all had a wArm and jOyful X'mAs
(not like me=s)

anyway...it's over hehe
well, not that I dont like Xmas...
but now I'm happier that it's over
cos Xmas = assignmentS due
T_T

so I think U can guess how I spent my Xmas...
obviously I spent it in front of my beloved lappie
=p
doing my OB assignment (which worth 10% of the whole sem)
Before Xmas eve was BF assignment =s
hOw grEAt =s

oh well...after all...
I still hv a gOOd news ^_^

I've booked my tix...
yEAh yEAh ^_^
I'll be back to S'pore
from 20 Jan till 31 Jan
^@^

and, yAy...
I cAlled up someone on Xmas ^^
guess wat?
time duration was
05:19
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

now it's time for lala land hehe
suddenly I've found my drive in studying=p
hehe
1st time ever...
I finished my BF work 1 day earlier than the deadline hehe
I deserve a good nite sleep now
*snOrt*

*mUack*

2007-12-23T13:48:00.000+08:00

hee ^^ I know that I disappeared again haha
I'm simply too busy to blog so often like before=(

hehe anyway..I'm gona be BUSY from now till 18 Jan
yeah yeah!!! 18 Jan - ALL my exams will be GONE
hohoho hahaha =p

from now till then...
sob sob...
tones of assignments dues
haiz...

but, who CAREs? LOLx
Xmas is coming ^^

I had pre-Xmas party with my RMIT gang ^^
hmm the program sucks :s
but we had fun anyway ^^
makeup, dress up...
and of cos
taking fotos ^^

hot gal clubbie ^^

X'mas babes

Me & Adrian

8-of-April babes ^^

Accept of not accept? =p

hehe...enuf time for blogging...
I gota be back with my Case study report =s

2007-12-05T14:43:00.001+08:00

I hit the hair salon ytday afternoon
^^
and here is the NEW ME ^@^

(well, the colour went a bit wrong though
not what I wanted
but nvm, I'll change it later
changing now will sure spoilt my hair =s)

then went shopping
cos someone had to go for dinner with friends
Gruuuu....
well, nvm ^^
cos I bought a new pair of boots, a new CUTE dress
and a classy scarf
^^

w/o belt ^^

and with a belt ^^

2007-12-04T11:28:00.001+08:00

hmm I wonder who in the world would be the tie combination between a geek and a frat boy to be my boyfriend....

mayb that's why I'm still single...

well, think I gota trust the fortune teller haha
this year isnt my year of love hahaha

nah, never mind...
another 3 more months to a new (Chinese) year
then hopefully my destiny will change for the better
hopefully my prince charming will finally appear at my doorstep =p

hoho hehe
I'm ready for a change
hair salon...
here I come
^^

2007-12-04T11:26:00.000+08:00

What Kind of Guy Will You Fall For?
	You would fall part for the geek. If you're looking for love, consider spending a little more time studying up in the library. To you, there's nothing more attractive than intelligence, shyness, and kindness; your future love may have four eyes and zero social skills, but he'll make up for it in brains and heart.
	You would fall part for the frat boy. You like to have a good time, and you want someone who's not afraid to go all out to have fun with you. Your man may belch at the dinner table, but you know you'll always have a crazy night ahead of you!
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

2007-12-04T11:21:00.000+08:00

What City Should You Live In?
	You should live in Paris. The city of lights will appeal to your appreciation of beauty and romance. You are a lover and a poet by nature, and Paris' sensitive charms will be a perfect match for yours.
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

2007-12-04T10:57:00.001+08:00

Which Disney Princess Are You?
	You are Cinderella. You are hard-working and never complain, however, your trust is sometimes misplaced and people sometimes take advantage of you. Still, you are beautiful inside and out, and one day you will realize it and find true love.
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

2007-12-03T23:33:00.000+08:00

I have wrapped my bike in PINK
LOLx
it's super super nice ^^
I'll upload its foto later=p

now, I"m overloaded with OB&computing assignment
BF mid-term is on Thursday

If I can survive after Thursday
there'll be celebration hehe

Xmas is coming real near
my "super gal" group is discussing wat to wear for Xmas party
haha
we thought of wearing the same dress
with diff colour (will be according to our bike's colour ^^)
haha
well, we discussed it while we were supposed to prepare for BF exam=p
haha
who cares?=p

but hoh, how to go to Xmas party w/o a date?
*@*

things are happening...
friend crisis...
would U trade ur best friend for a boyfriend?
*@*

2007-11-26T17:16:00.001+08:00

hehe just dropped by to announce that I've got a new scooter ^^ white colour ^^

This is the foto taken from Honda online webbie, I've never taken any actual foto of it yet ^^
but it looks exactly the same in real life [hmm only that the shiny surface cant really be seen from the foto]

I planned to wrap it in Pink hehe so I'll take foto of the final one and post it up here a lit' later as I'm pretty much busy this week...

Wed got Accounting mid-term exam and family gathering at night [hmm not forgetting that I still gota work on wed]
Fri gota submit "big" assignment
Sat got presentation in class

phew....that's pretty much for this week =s, hopefully I got a nice weekend after this hectic week

hmm very sleep now...I shall take a nap before going to work =s

2007-11-19T23:36:00.000+08:00

hihi I'm BACK ^^

erm.. [to nakkie] I dun purposely disappear=p

I'm currently in week 5 of uni which means Mid-term would start next week lalala hahaha
[die liao T__T]

yup, recently I've been too busy and also I dun wana post my complaint and moody stuff here so I chose not to blog till it has become my habit not opening my homepage anymore=p
sorry all for keep U waiting =s

hmm I dun know where should I start updating=p

life is like normal with extremely packed daily schedule, I only hv sat afternoon and nite free
it might sound pathetic but I like it that way cos it keeps me busy that I'm left with no time to ponder about "stupid" stuff

RMIT - before starting, I heard rumor about it that it's much slacker than S'pore uni but apparently it's much more hectic than I'd ever imagined

I hv 12 hrs of lessons in class per week, but on top of that, numerous of meeting for group work and project=s
which really tire me out and sometimes it's irritating too cos there's someone who alw fight with me even he'll still lose in the end

Can U imagine that I got terrible sore throat last week just becos of the 4-hr meeting in which we literally argued for every single point?gruuuu

after all, my seminar taking the leading role went really well and smooth. I'm very proud haha I didnt expect myself to do that well too haha ^^

sat nite is the time when I feel most lonely as everyone is going out or dating - only me - noone accompany-no one to go out with =(
I really miss my 25th, my CHC, my JJ gang, my Misa, my ....blabla T____T

erm, I think this's out of point but....it seems that my 2nd pierced hole is kinda "closed up" T___T I cant pierce my earing through it
someone HELP!!!!!! sob sob...

hehe I just succeeded hehehe I got my earing through...super painful sob sob...but at least it's not closed yet=p

back to last sat...I went to a club with my friend - 1st time we went out together alone...
well, dun misunderstand - we're just friends
I was quite down and lonely so he accompanied me there
had 2 whisky then I danced the whole night...at least dancing still can help me to relax and throw away whatever is in my mind...dancing helps me to forget abt who I am for that moment...

sigh...I miss....

it's mid-night, and I wana sleep but still gota do the stupid presentation for Business Frameworks tml sob sob...

I'll try to update this blog constantly ^^
hehe and of cos will be with photos as well....now I dun hv time for foto yet=p

oh, btw,I plan to dye my hair's colour...hmm not exactly dye, but more of highlight...I'll keep it black-brown like now and then highlight lots of diff tones of brown and blonde hehe ^^

2007-10-15T14:17:00.000+08:00

cooling day - windy day - happy day ^^

hehe I don't know if I'm getting old or wat ...
but it seems that I'm the one wearing the most haha
I wore 1 sweater and 1 jacket in the morning and I saw ppl wearing short-sleeves=s
er.....*no comment*
LOLx
who cares ? =p
as long as I'm warm and healthy hehe

those who know me
U know how much I love cooling weather and the wind ^^
there must be a reason for it hahaha

I'm happy happy happy today ^^

1) cos we've started talking again after 2 weeks of silence

2) someone else who is no less important to me was online this whole morning
haha ^^
we had a nice talk ^^
he sent me his 1st neoprint ever LOLx
he's changed!!! but of cos, for the better ^^
which makes me love him even more
*muack*MUACK*muack*

hehe then that SOMEONE need to go and bath
ewwwwww!!!!
woke up for so long and stil had not bathed -_-
-->old habit never dies !!! LOLx
and so I logged out to go shopping with my cousin ^^
hehe bought a new pink&white stripes spaghetti
I think I can declare *broke* till my next payment come=p

okie...since it's a cooling day
and it's my day off from work
I shall go n sleep now
LOLx

btw, this is 100th entry for this blog
hihi happy anniversary, bloggie ^^

2007-10-14T01:04:00.000+08:00

very sleepy now but since I'm stil on MSN with my cousin so I might as well post something here as requested by some dear ppl ^^

I know I hvnt been very active in blogging recently hehe but that doesnt mean my blog is dead hoh =p

I just had a very bad period recently...someone who means so much to me has walked out of my life ... so I didn't hv the mood to do anything...esp, blogging...
but well, life must go on....ppl walk in out of my life as they wish so there's nothing I can do to stop them or make them do otherwise...all I can do is to pray for them to stay....

nah...dun wana talk abt it anymore....
~let me let U go~

now is the lit' update abt me ^^
(this is for those who concern=p)

1) my uni will starts on 22 Oct ^^ YEAH ^^

2) my driving lesson started ytday (since it passed 00:00)
hehe I'll be getting my license next Jan hehe
the best part is....I'm having private lessons
(meaning one-one lesson and I can choose to study whenever I feel like hehe just call up the instructor =p)

3) I'm stil working part time as teacher and I like my students ^^

4) I'm stil shopping like crazy (er, i think this's nt new LOLx)

5) I'm hving a crush on this particular type of wallet and particularly from BeBe=p
and dilemma hehe what's to choose ?????????????

BeBe 1

BeBe 2

BeBe 3

6) I LOST weight (again...yes...again T_T)
sob...previouslu I'd be over the moon if I lost weight...but not now leh...
cos losing weight means I can no longer fit my clothes=s
and I love being me now - not too fat not too skinny
cos I like being a lit' chubby and curvy - I dun wana be bones&bones =s

7) I alr got my Guess watch sent from US haha
(supposed to get it long ago but too lazy then forgot=p)
it's fabulous !!!!!!!!!! much better than the foto ^^

8) I'm SINGLE T_______TTTTTT
which mean my saturday will still be spent for sleeping
and pigging out at home
ALL aLONE

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2007-09-16T02:40:00.000+08:00

This is the super duper long-awaited post =p

sorry James-Stef-Ali-Huda&Raymond^^
I know I'm supposed to post this on sun nite=p
but my internet connection sux
so it took forever to upload all=(

anyway, those names mentioned above are my new friends
from Poly^^
coming over here for 3-week internship
3 weeks but I only talked to James mainly
cos he was the only one who came dashing in&out
the training department=p
the rest stayed input in the library
where I never set my feet in=p

hehe but we spent the last day together
it was fun, rite?^^

we went to Bat Trang
to "play" with the clay LOLx

after a very long journey by cab(not paid by us=p)
and a long long walk
we finally found a place that allows us to try out our "skill"=p

Stef&Ali were very attentive during "lesson"=p

but Raymond was the most pro of all

haha the pix abv is James - the enemy of Raymond's dearest productions=p

Ali wasnt bad too ^^
at least he TRIED lolx

Stef & me chose a "safe" corner
which was FAR away from James & Ali
hahaha
we were the most hard-working "students"
but I guess sometimes hard work isnt wat U need to succeed=p

just have a look at our final products
and U'll understand it all
LOLx

but at least, Stef & James were PROUD of their "ASS" (I think supposed to be "S" =p)

then it was LUNCH time ^^

I felt quite guilty as Ali & Huda were fasting

while we were enjoying our meal
dotzzzz......

esp ME lolx
cos it was my fav restaurant ^^

and this was us trying to squeeze
in a 4-seat cab
going shopping
hehehe
space was LIMITTED
but it was FUN^^

Raymond - being model
haha cos Stef wana take the pix of the city PO
as her mum is working @ Singpost ^^

is my post long?

haha HANG ON there
cos I hvnt finished=p

I hvnt been blogging alot lately
cos I was on a very tight schedule
majority of my classes are approaching test & exam time
so I got tonnes of lessons to prepare and scripts to mark
now I finally sympathize with my teachers =s

on top of that, I was having infection =s
doctor put me on 1-week anti-bacteria medication
which makes me very weak =s
after that 1 week, I got fever
guess my body is a lit' bit too weak
I lost 1kg involuntarily T__T

but well, since I couldnt go out much
I've been shopping online
hahaha

most recently
I spotted this pair of PUMA sports shoes
but don't know wat colour to choose

white? (which I think I prefer=p)

or black ? (which looks COOL=p)
HELP!!!!!!
pls vote for the colour U think suite me beta=p

and go the same for these pairs of pumps too =p

black one ? (simple but classic and elegant)

or Pink? (which is bimbo & sexy? =p)

hehe thanks alot for ur vote hehehehehe
I must decide SOON
or else they'll all be sold out =(

and not to forget my lit' baby niece ^^
she's just sooooooooooooooo CUTE
x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0

she might be a potential model
since she's so pro @ posing @ such young age
only abt 5.5 months old ^^

*muack*muack*

and of cos, I will not forget my [B]BB
*love, love*
suddenly sms me out of nowhere^^

CONGRAT honey!!!!!!!
for becoming an IC ^^
after only barely more than 8 months in NS
*love love, love*

and hahahaha
toooo BAD !!!!
U're still stuck with the admin curse !!!
=p =p =p =p =p =p =p
ALL the BEST !!!!
(at least I'm happy that U're HAPPY with what U're doing ^^)

oh ya, today my Korean student
gave me a children bible
in vietnamese
hahaha
I didn't know that he's Christian
as I've alw tot tt he's a Catholic
(as my previous Korean lit' gal)

^^

yup2 ^^

ALL in ALL

-->[B]BB,
thanks for being my pillar of strength
and ur couragement
when I need them most ^^

*muack*muack*

2007-09-12T14:14:00.001+08:00

hehe just wana say pls pardon me for the ugly colour combination ^^
this blog is currently under renovation ^^
hehehe

hahaha very sleepy now...shall try to finish marking 1-2 more scripts b4 taking a nap ^^

2007-09-10T02:24:00.000+08:00

hehe I don't know how long it has been since I last blogged=p
but it felt like forever LOLx

I've been a Busy Bee *love love*
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I'm currently a HAPPY part-time teacher ^^
hehehe
hAppY is bcos...
my pay is GOOD ^^
it's only part time, not full time=p
my students are nice^^ & they listen to me hehe

eventhough I havent got my pay
but I'm stil shopping like MAD
LOLx
cant resist T_T

tml I'll be "fetching" ....

a Guess watch ordered from US ^^

a stylish and girly white shirt personally tailored ^^

this very big cute bag hehe
(cos I'm working now so I NEED big bag that can put A4 papers inside ^^)

and there's 1 more big bag that my cousin promised to bring for me ^^
hahaha tml is gona be a HAPPY HAPPY day ^^

anyone needs my help shopping for? =p
I'm willing to....LOLx

and....the most "big-bang" news is.....
ta ta ta ta ta ta
........................
----------------
hahaha alrite...
my RMIT Bcom is starting on 22nd Oct
which means I can GO to school next month
hahaha never ever been happily looking forwards to school be =p

and .........
ta ta......
my dad actually allows me to take Fashion Design
@ RAffles Design Inst.
at the same time with RMIT Bcom
hahahahaha
---->this is something I could never expect
since my dad hates all sort of things related to "design"

ta ta...
gona be super busy next month when both courses starts ^^

hAppY cos I'm earning ^^
lots of ppl asking me to tutor them ^^
even when I charge quite high =p

I hv nt been having enuf sleep
so I guess I gota sleep now...
tml is gona be a LONG day ^^
starting with a doctor appointment 1st thing in the morning
*praying that I'll be okie*
cos I hate hospital and medicine, doctors, nurses and all...
(sorry Misa=p)

and not forget to say....
I hv Singaporean friends here too hahaha
I just miss speaking Singlish so much,can?=p

2007-08-24T23:45:00.000+08:00

boo!!! haha I'm in a very good mood now so I shall blog ^_^

hehe after some times being unemployed
(which also means NO money for shopping T_T)
I proudly announce that I am employed ^_^
hahaha
not exactly what I wana do
but got MONEY
LOLx

I thought I'd never touch the A-level stuff again
cos after A-lvl, I happily threw away ALL my studying material
(except those which were alr ordered by my juniors)

and now I am
"playing" a role as A-lvl maths and physics teacher
haha I guess my teachers would faint hearing this=p
or actually they are happy?
cos I'll have to go through A-level stuff over and over again

hahaha watever it is, I've decided to take on this job 1st
for MONEY sake LOLx
so I can go shopping and travelling=p

hehehe hubby just got a new "girlfriend" not long ago
he specially LOVEs her
brought her for a full-scale "surgery, spa, etc"
LOLx
he cant stop talking abt her
(which is IRRITATING)
he cares for her like no one or nothing else matters in this world
bla bla bla

I was ok with it at 1st
but it got me on the nerve alr
cos it's way too much for me to take in...
gruuuuu........

this is him and his gf

sorry...not my fault that the pix are not nice=p
just that the models are not nice
so cant blame the photographer=p

dun believe? U can see the diff=p

hahaha LOLx

see? I know U agree with me
hahaha

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okie, this is for SK

this is wat I mean by plain coloured shoes

U can paint over to change the shoes' colour, right?
the design is more important, right?

2007-08-21T01:00:00.000+08:00

this is supposed to be posted up LONG ago hahaha but I was too lazy and too buzy too

anyway last sunday (12 Aug) was farewell for Toan b4 he's back to US T_T
dinner at a restaurant which I was terribly late - cos I didnt know it started at 6pm - I thought it was at 7pm=(

then Kbox till mid night
haha
most FUN Kbox I've ever had ^_^
but I didnt dare to drink much cos they ordered beer
hahaha

then we all came back to Ly's house
to continue our party till 2am=p

haha Shitaro (erm...dun noe if I spell his name correctly=p) dropped 1st LOLx
he came all the way from Japan to be drunk LOLx

Vietnamese guys are better survivors LOLx

it was a half-naked party (of cos for guys only) hahaha

and this was the "battlefield" of the party haha

then on the day when Toan had to leave
it was coincident that all 3 guys wore orange tees
quite cute ^_^

last foto before he left to airport ^_^

and sun 19 Aug was Ly's farewell
we came over to her house for lunch
but didnt have any foto though
sob sob...
I brought the camera
but too buzy cooking that I 4got all abt it till I got home
T_T
sorry.............

my life was quite routine...
got tight up with house work =s

sigh...
not very me - doing this
but no choice
cos my house got no maid =s

but HAPPY news is that I finally got a job
lalalala income starts to flow in again hahaha
I'll tutor Korean kids (again=p)
but this time is 3, and not just 1 hahaha
lalalala
^_^

my cousin promised me another job too ^_^
tour-guide for S'pore trip
haha this way I can go visit S'pore more often
*missing U all BADLY* T_T
and it's FREE (I got paid somemore)
hahaha lalalala=p

*cant wait till my uni starts*

2007-08-10T04:02:00.000+08:00

I'm supposed to be in bed by now...
my dad is so gona kill me if now he wakes up and finds me still staying up using computer=p

anyway....
my dad wasnt so bad...
spent my entire afternoon sleeping
while I planned to go for aerobics class=p

I cooked new dishes for dinner
*yummy* ^_^

hubby actually planned to go somewhere
but I was annoyed as ytday
when he "planned" for the whole group to go
he only talked to mrT
while me and L were left out x_x
I didnt wana go but didnt wana build up the tension btw us too
so...it was lucky that it was pouring heavily hahaha

stayed home, watching movie with my bro instead ^_^
then went online =)
talking to mr TA - way in S'pore
poor him!!!He was out but missed the fire work which was the highlight of S'pore NDP

and now...just visited Taitai's blog
found this song...
I hvnt heard the audio version
but the lyric is great (at least it suits my emotion)

“Somebody’s me”

You, do you remember me?,
Like, I remember you?
Do you spend your life, going back in your mind to that time?,
Cause I, I walk the streets alone,
I hate being on my own, and everyone can see that,
I really fell, and I’m going through hell.
Thinking about you with somebody else.

Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody’s me.
That somebody’s me. yeaa…

How, how did we go wrong?
It was so good, and now its gone,
And I pray at night, that our path’s soon will cross.
What we had, isn’t lost.
Cause you are always right here in my thoughts..

You will always be in my life, even if I’m not in your life.
Cause you’re in my memory…

You, when you remember me?…
And before you set me free, oh listen please…

Oh yeah…

2007-08-09T13:47:00.001+08:00

HaPPy BiRTHDaY SiNGaPoRe ^_^

guess everyone there is celebrating S'pore national day
or at least they are enjoying their holiday

really miss those day back when I was among them
yay...I'm NOT a Singaporean but 4.5 years being there has made S'pore part of me
^_^

I'm supposed to post an entry for ytday
since it was a SPECIAL day ^_^
but things didn't go as I had planned
*guilty face*

but yup....

hAppY bIrthdAy EsthEr ^_^
HappY BirthdaY Dismas ^_^

last...but NOT least...

HAPPY happy YAppY bIrthdAy
to
my bElOvEd [B]BB

let me guess...

Esther would be spending her birthday with her friends and family ^_^

poor [B]BB was stuck in camp haha
spending his bday serving THE Nation LOLx
well at least it was quite a special and unique way to celebrate
for a 19th bday ^_^

me?
my ytday was quite a taitai's (not "Taitai's"=p) lifestyle

morning
shopping,&splashing visa card(which BB alw says I shldnt be doing =p)
with my cousin
(sudden plan)

afternoon
taking a nap
preparing dinner (during which I got a small cut on my finger T_T)

evening
was late for dance class
(THANKS to someone's "responsibility" and "consideration")
x_x
went off early from dance class
(haha my 1st time=p, and it's bcos I alr mastered the dance steps)
to a pub with my friends
drinking.....
finished my own glass of wine
then continued to "help" my friend to finish half of her cocktail
---> I was A BIT drunk=p
but stil able to drive myself back home
and get onto bed safe and sound
^_^

---->conclusion: I cant take much beer but can take more wine w/o getting drunk=p

night
called BB to say gudnite
but guess he's alr in his lala land
so he didnt pick up the fone
left him an sms b4 I got to my lala land
^_^

heez...a new day has come ^_^

spending my morning shopping again
LOLx
I'm so into a princess dress...
but realized I'm alr 20
so not much chances to wear it
+ I'm UNEMPLOYED
= didnt buy it =(

2007-08-02T00:30:00.000+08:00

hAppY bIrthdAy DaDDy ^_^

ytday was full of activities since early morning, plus the fact that it's the day of the month (again!!!) ----> I'm totally drained out today...

after driving my bro to school, I spent the whole day on bed

till it's dinner time...

We went to my fav restaurant for family dinner ^_^
didnt hv any fotos...cos camera wasnt with me =(

anyway, I left after dinner for dance lesson
cos today was the 1st lesson for Tango
(which I missed the last time cos of Emerge)

then bought a bday cake back for dAddy ^_^
cos I already put his present in front of his room since morning
so I thought he never expected a bday cake at night ^_^
***SURPRISED!!!!!***
hihihii this was the his 1st bday that I'd ever celebrated for him
using my own money ^_^
heeeez ^_^ ***very proud***
***happy*** seeing everyone happy ^_^
and the cake is absolutely YUMMY hahaha
it's 100% ice-cream made (hv I ever said I love ice-cream?=p)
haha and it's dark chocolate + rhum ice-cream,ok? ^_^

after the cake - was the foto-taking session...as usual =p
with my fav DIY hairstyle=D
with my newly-bought Happy-House-style pajamas
and here is the foto of "prIncEss&the flowers" ^_^
hehehe I think it's enuf of my fotos=p
this is my new pretty white pumps
and my new pair of slippers ^_^
--->if U want those pretty stuff with CHEAP price,
COME Vietnam ^_^

2007-07-30T00:25:00.000+08:00

***lovely sunday***

It has been almost a week since T(a) left
*miss him* @_@

anyway, BAD guy!!!! ---> U only called ur mum like ONCE (okie...at least U got replied her email ^_^) --->try to get a lappie asap,k? ;)
I hvnt been to visit her since then...but cos "hubby" said it's only 1 st week, she must learn to adapt to the changes and told me not to go --->not my will,k? =p
[dun worry, I'll come over from this week onwards ^_^]

ur mum and my family got a little trip this morning ^_^
to do charity =)

remember the piece of newspapers that my dad asked (me to ask) U to pass to ur mum on the day "SOMEONE" had a bike-crash? LOLx -->sure U did hahaha dun ask why =p

yup2...anyway, we went there this morning to meet the poor-fortuned family
met the Mum who is now paralysed (both her hands and legs) so she can nothing but lie on bed whole day

met the Dad who is mentally retarded (to its truest meaning - an illness) with frequent mental outbreak so he can't really do anything to help out with the house work or to go out and earn money. He is literally a kid in his mature body

met the little 2 girls who are totally lovely ^_^ I feel pity for them...having been born in such a situation =(
the older sis is 10yr old who constantly does extremely well in her school (she has been class representative for 3 years - means since grade 2)
the younger one is 4 yr old who is so shy in front of "strangers". She hardly makes noise like other kid...until U really come down and play with her ^_^

so while ur mum is checking out the Mum's condition
I talked to the kids ^_^
gave them some cookies
gave the older one a set of my old clothes
[hey, it's "old" in the sense that it was not newly bought but it IS new cos I only wore ONCE=p
actually it was my birthday present which I totally love *love.love.love* so I kept them brand new since then....
dun ask me why suddenly I gave it away today...just somehow - "something" in me asking me to do so ^_^
this's my 1st time doing it cos I hv been keeping all my fav clothes and stuff....
but I DIDnt regret, and actually found it joyful and meaningful ^_^]

since the little cutie was so shy, I spent most of my time there playing with her (while my dad and ur mum do adult-talking =p)

and she really opened up ^_^
such an adorable cutie *love,love,love*
U gota really be there and see how she plays, making little cute sound,....and especially go foto-fanatic with me LOLx
after almost 2 hours there, we must said good-bye....though I didn't want to =(
it took us almost 2 hours to get to her house (by car) -pretty far
but I know we'll be back again soon...
cos my dad and ur mum have decided to do some charity
they will collaborate to try to help the Mum recover so she can be able to work to support her family
my dad left a sum of money for the family to cover some of their expenses till we are back
poor little girls...they are soooooo tiny....*haiz*
but I know they both wont give up...they are such bright and brave ones ^_^
*proud of them* ^_^

and this is another cute little one I saw in the small restaurant where we had late lunch after the trip

heez...I'm really happy today on the whole ^_^
(of cos there were some irritating stuff here and there...but just FORGET them)

I guess the trip (plus house spring-cleaning ytday) drained me out
I fell asleep the moment I reached my pInkY wOndErlAnd (which now I feel so fortunate to have)

shhhhhhhhhhhhhrrrrrrrrrrrrr......
*the EVEN beta part is yet to come* =p

waken up by hubby's call ^_^
[after disappearing almost 1 week]
and I thought I was gona blow my top off at him but I didnt cos:
1)I was happy ^_^
2)I was sleepy LOLx

LUCKY!!!!hahaha cos then he had chance to explain why ^_^
boo....
back to my lala land after putting down the fone....

finally got out of bed cos it's time for dinner
(my house dun hv maid now,rmb? T_T)

cooking....watching Disney channel (hv I told U that I practically watch Disney whole day?=p)
got a very nice movie abt ice-skating *love,love,love* (but I cant do this though...no skating place for me in VN T_T)

my fone RANG!!!!!
wohoooo <---- borrowed from SK=p
hubby called again to ask me out
WOHOOOOOOO =p
--->NICE surprise!!!

so I finished up cooking, preparing the dinner table
quickly bathed, changed
didnt bother to eat (I wana lose weight anyway=p...but I never did T_T)

we drove me around...
he bought new sim card (change number AGAIN =s)
then I wanted ice-cream =p
[freshly-made ones with strawberry and chocolate syrups ^_^
hoho I finished mine super duper fast
and he let me finish his hahaha
*love,love,love* I LOVE ice-cream=p]
then he wanted tea (er....not the traditional type...dun now how to translate=p)

talked,talked,talked
played,played,played
laughed,laughed,laughed

kekeke then he drove me home
[obviously cos he picked me up ^_^]

and now is the treat of using comp
since my bro is alr in his lala land
hahaha
okie...I'll treat him tml by driving him to school, not asking him to take public bus
but...hmmm should I????
okie...nvm abt that 1st ^_^

all I wana say is

I'm HAPPY today ^_^

and since I"m happy, I hv the mood to post some more fotos that I had promised=p
mr Dung (hohoho okie...Dzung hahaha) of our batch finally show off his $130 rebonded hair LOLx

the gals posing =p
I noe...I looked tired and sleepy...=s

and our foods.....YUMMY!!!!!!!!!!

MY food hahahaha *love,love,love*

[hmmm no wonder I cant lose weight=p]

hahaha anyway it was the farewell lunch for Thu (the gal in the middle) b4 she left for S'pore
it was a nice, quick one since mr Curly (ooops!!!=p....I mean mr. alr-rebonded-hair) gota work - official hours=s

after that the 4 of us watched Blades of Glory ^_^
hohoho NICE show...
*recommended for guys* hahaha
my God bro said it was just movie cos after such "move" (or shall I say "collision"????=p), no guy can take less than 30 seconds to stand up again...not like 1 or 2 seconds like shown hahaha
okie...*evil laughter*....but I know it really HURTs LOLx
*rolling and laughing* =p

2007-07-25T14:44:00.000+08:00

sorry for not updating as promised...=p
I've been really busy later....mostly being occupied with house chores =s

hehe I've just finished Harry Porter 7 hahaha bought it on 21 Jul but had no time to really read...
so I've just spent like 2 days for intensive reading haha
who say reading isnt in my blood? ^_^ [just that I've never got into reading so much that I forgot it's time for a meeting like "someone"=p]

my bro is back so he uses the comp most of the time (my laptop is stil dead =s)
---> I wont be able to go online and update this blog as often

erm...I guess it's time for a short nap ^_^ my eyes are getting tired ^_^

2007-07-19T01:06:00.000+08:00

I just came back from an usual gathering=)
Drank (but NOT drunk=p)...so I'm real sleepy now...
think I'm gona sleep 1st then post tml...
abt today's farewell lunch=)
[didnt take foto of the night gathering and it was all abt talking rubbish for fun so I don't think I'll update much abt it]

nitezzzz *muack* (--->to my [B]BB =p)

----->SHORTEST post so far, right? ^_^

2007-07-18T17:14:00.000+08:00

Jenny, you're single because you don't want to settle

You, more than others, have a fairy tale fantasy of how things should be. Ever since you were a kid, you've probably dreamed of the perfect wedding, coming home to a white picket fence, dog, and 2.2 kids (how does that work, anyway?). When someone asks what you're looking for, you don't skip a beat: You're likely to have a handy checklist that details your perfect partner. Hair and eye color, height, religion, education, career, interests, the list goes on.

While it's great to have standards — Hey, you shouldn't have to settle, after all — there's one slight glitch in your master plan: No one has made the grade in real life — at least not yet. Next time you're out with someone, keep yourself from mentally checking that list, and give love — and others — a chance. That special someone who you've written off may be perfect for you after all...

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hehe it's true that I've alw had a fairy tale fantasy of my ideal relationship / bf

but I've never had any checklist T_T....

and actually it's very easy to melt my heart....

wat's more? once U did, U'd alw hv it....

haiz....mayb I should post a self-advertisement on newspaper or join dating club or something?

hahaha...Lai lai!!!! where's my Prince Charming? =p

2007-07-18T04:19:00.000+08:00

My test result =p

Jenny, your answers indicate that you are a Visionary when it comes to your overall work personality. Your JASPER type is a combination of your most prominent work traits and a good indicator of what you're like at work.

"I like thinking big. If you're going to be thinking anything, you might as well think big."
-Donald Trump

Jenny Le

July 2007

What you want out of work:
To dream big and to foster your creativity and knack for innovation.

Your colleagues think of you as:
A creative, abstract thinker who is fun to watch in action.

What you have to offer:
Not only new and better ideas for how things can be improved, but also the courage to pursue them.

Innovative. Your leadership style can be characterized as Innovative. You tend to be inventive and proactive in creating new ways to get things done, bringing a sense of confidence to most things you do. You aren't afraid to take risks if it means finding a new, better way.

Expressive.You are more Expressive than Introspective when it comes to your work personality. You have an energetic aura about you and are quite gregarious and outgoing. At work, you draw energy and motivation from social interactions and relationships with others.

Multi-tasking skills. With multi-tasking as your strongest universal skill, you are likely effective in managing multiple things at once and are talented in producing work quickly. You are sharp, tend to be a quick learner, and don't get daunted in the face of stress.

Independent. You show strength in your ability to be an Independent worker. While you no doubt can be quite effective working on a team, you feel much more productive when you have the freedom to do things on your own. You simply enjoy the autonomy that independent work entails.

2007-07-18T02:14:00.000+08:00

erm...in response to Huiping's comment, I shall keep this entry short&sweet=p

let see...went to sleep at 4am after finishing a sideshow presentation for MA since she's leaving T_T and I was too lazy to do card + didn't have time (an excuse for being lazy...again=p) to go and buy...=p

I set my alarm clock at 8:08 (nice number yeah ^_^) cos MA was supposed to leave for airport at 10am...BUT...to my horror, I woke up at 9:30...OMG!!!!! thank God that my dad called me...if not....alamak...*dare not to imagine*

rush rush rush....I reached her house at 10am sharp hehehe but she changed her departure time to 10:30am so I wasn't so guilty hehehe=p

hehe guess she's sleeping soundly on her new bed now ^_^ her new journey has started ^_^ all the best, honey!!! ^_^ *love, love*

hrm...I don't know what's got into me..I've been sleeping whole day since last sunday...which means 3 days continuously...erm....I know this's bad and I shall stop sleeping and start exercising ^_^

I've been a GOOD girl, doing my house work since my maid left...I don't mind doing anything but NOT anything "together" with cockroach...they are my biggest nightmare sob sob...T_T
I was hanging clothes after washing on the 5th floor and some of them came to "visit" me (3 to be exact) yeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!! I could do nothing but to run away keke yuck!!!!

(sob....[B]BB...all your fault!!!!...U cursed my house to hv cockroaches last time and now it has come true!!!!grrrrrrrrrrr..........................)

then I treated myself a bowl of Italian chocolate ice-cream (hehe I got EXERCISE,k? I walked down from 5th floor to 1st floor to take it and then brought it up to 3rd floor - so it can be considered as "vertical walkathon" right?=p)

hehe okie...the entry is getting long=p
time for bathing and sleeping ^_^

2007-07-16T17:51:00.000+08:00

I've been exhausted physically and mentally
handling the house chores cos my maid is gone
stressed abt some family matters...
It seems that my world has crumbled
- the worst time of my life (so far)

But thank God - I still have all of U with me
to brighten up my world
to motivate me to move on
and to stay optimistic

Yeah! Friends come and go
but thanks for our friendship that stays FOREVER
^_^

The last member of our secondary gang touched down to Hanoi last Friday night, so we had an outing to welcome her back from USA and it's served as a farewell to 2 others who are leaving for S'pore soon (one on 17 July and the other on 23 July)
Haiz.... very little time left till they are gone....

but anyway, we had great time together (as usual)
It was the 1st time we fixed a meeting time at such early hours (6pm) hahaha I know we all can never make it in time haha
to my surprised, most of them made it in time...I was LATE haha but not my fault though...cos someone was supposed to come over my house to fetch me and he was terribly late @_@ but he informed me and the rest so it was alright. I was feeling tired ytday actually - the result of the previous days which is full of activities and stress....I slept practically whole day till it was time for me to get up and get dress for the night...I woke up at 6pm hahaha since someone was gona be late so I just took my sweet time =p

wohoo!!! He called me and ask me to go down (cos my room was on 3rd floor) cos he's reaching soon...and then....hahaha LOLx....he called again saying he's caught up with something on the road. I thought he was having some problems with the police (mayb he ignored the traffic light or something)...and it turned out to be an accident...he crashed into somebody's motorbike..er...a couple to be exact...the guy bleed and was sent to hospital, the girl stayed there, asking some of their friends to come to "discuss" abt the situation...=s...and forgot to mention, it was pouring heavily then...LOLx what a night for a welcome/farewell party=p

the above guy is the main cast LOLx
then he called other 3 mr. T (yeah, as I mentioned earlier, all the guys in the gang share names starting with initial "T") to come over to help him
while 4 of them were trying to solve the problem, the girls came over to my house as the accident was just outside (cos he's supposed to come and fetch me, rmb? =s)
the girls were wet from top to toe haha so they came, 1st invaded my bro's dinner and then invaded my wardrobe for clean and dry sets of clothes haha and well, I was actually quite surprised that all 3 of them can fit my clothes nicely as they are very small size LOLx...which means I SLIMMED down lalalalalalala LOLx

after settling the "case", the main cast and mr (MC) T came to my house, waiting for the other 2 mr T to send the girl (in the accident) back to her place...and the last "T" of the group came, blurr and innocent as he listened to the whole story haha he MISSED it=p

after a while, we set out to our former Form Teacher to visit her....it was 9:30pm while we were supposed to start at 6pm hahaha wohoo!!!! I'm NOT surprised!!! LOLx
spent sometime at her house, talking and recalling some of our past memories and then we left for FOOD (our dinner=s) at 10:30 pm
er..no pictures taken as we taped the whole meeting there (and now I'm supposed to be the one who's responsible for tape conversion to CD...yeah...how nice!!!!)

waiting for the food to come
talking and chatting
only one realized I was trying to snatch an unglam shot of them
hahaha
no wonder he's MC for media corp LOLx

Proudly present to U - miss L from the USA
smiling and posing
after 2 unglam fotos=p

lalala this was me and MA who's leaving tml =(
sob sob...
I'll miss U loads .....

[*sidetrack: hey, my hairstyle is nice right? hehehe thanks thanks I noe hahaha everyone though I just had an haircut cos it looks like a short hairstyle hahaha I love it ^_^
and do U notice that I'm TANNED? hahaha erm, I still prefer to be fair though but cant avoid getting tanned under such burning summer sun here =s]

er...supposed to just be MA,L and mr. MC...then the 2 T(s) came into the foto and it became sort of group foto WITHOUT me and the other T (cos we sitting opposite T_T)

tah tah...this is the full group foto ^_^ keke
(it's a street-sided store - mr MC's fav...)

eating, talking, joking, drinking, bla bla....till almost midnight...I got back home at 00:10 (er...luckily I didnt get scolded from my dad for getting back late hahaha)

****this is an update of fotos for VN batch 7's outing (I posted previously)

dinner at a (kinda) restaurant tah tah

playing games @ a cafe (something like Settlers' cafe @ Holland V)

---------end of the foto-posting entry------------

and this is something for today ^_^

since my bro got back from his holiday, the comp was fixed -no more VIRUS ^_^
I could log in MSN at long last keke ^_^
and my [B]BB was ONLINE hahaha
*surprised* ^_^
and it's definitely a nice surprise since I've nvr expected it

then I met my cousin's friend @ dance class today
he's very CUTE^_^
hehehe *great motivation*
and...he sent me home after class (even though we didnt talk much during class)
hahaha
it makes me happy
*yippy* cos he's a nice guy ^_^ nice to talk to ^_^
okie okie....my [B]BB is still the best

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For All The Times

For all the times you made me smile, thank you.
For all the times you held my hand, thank you.
For all the times you smiled at me, thank you.
For all the times you listened to me when no one else would, thank you.
For all the times you encouraged me, thank you.
For all the times you hugged me, thank you.
For all the times you shared a part of yourself with me, thank you.
For all the times you kissed me, thank you.
For all the times you sent me home, thank you.
For all the times you asked to spend time with me, thank you.
For all the times you trusted me, thank you.
For all the times you complimented me, thank you.
For all the times you cared about my well being, thank you.
For all the times you said "I love you", thank you.
For all the times you thought of me, thank you.
For all the times you brought me joy, thank you.
For all the times you were there when I needed you, thank you.
For all the times you missed me, thank you.
For all the times you gave me comfort, thank you.
For all the times you looked in my eyes and filled my heart with a song, thank you.

For all of this:

Never forget that when I smile at you, I'm saying "I love you. "
Never forget that my hand is always outstretched toward you.
Never forget that I am always here to listen to you.
Never forget that I will always stand behind you.
Never forget that I plan to hug you at least twice everyday.
Never forget that I am an open book to you.
Never forget that "apple can fly" weeee ^_^ ( inside joke. ; ) )
Never forget that you need only ask me for anything, and it's yours.
Never forget that I want to spend my lifetime with you.
Never forget that I completely trust you.
Never forget that you said I was your 1st and U wanted me to be your last...
Never forget that I care about you more than anything else in the world.
Never forget that I do love you, weather I say it or not.
Never forget that I'm thinking of you right now.
Never forget that you bring me joy, especially when you smile.
Never forget that I am always here for you.
Never forget that I missed you every moment of my life.
Never forget that I am here anytime you need comforting.
Never forget that I still get lost in your eyes.

2007-07-11T02:09:00.000+08:00

Happiness is not about looking for a PERFECT one. It's more of accepting someone who is not (yet) perfect....

Too busy looking for happiness

now I've just realised

everything isn't as simple

And honey dearie,

if there were a day

when I were tired

and collapsed in the middle of harsh reality

Would U still pick me up

and let me cry on your shoulders....1 more time.....?????

2007-07-11T01:51:00.000+08:00

U need to highlight to read this entry [but only to those who can know Vietnamese though...]
I found this story online...somehow, I found it true to my heart (not the ending part though) so I just posted it here...

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Nhưng bạn bè thì ngỡ ngàng, bởi vì họ biết tình yêu của cô và anh mãnh liệt hơn thế. Nhưng thay vì yêu nhau mà cứ dằn vặt nhau, như thế có phải sẽ đỡ khổ hơn chăng. Anh mang đến cho cô tất cả, sự che chở, mạnh mẽ, niềm vui, lãng mạn, ngỡ tưởng cô đã tìm thấy người đàn ông hoàn hảo mà từng mơ ước. Anh tốt, anh không có gì đáng trách, người đáng trách là cô. Cô thật khờ khạo khi không chịu nổi anh quá tốt, quá ga lăng với người khác.

Ở bên anh, nhìn anh quan tâm người khác như quan tâm cô, thật lòng cô không chịu nổi, cô sợ một ngày nào đó, sẽ có một người như cô, thậm chí hơn cô cũng chết vì sự quan tâm của anh và giành lấy anh. Anh là vậy, sống đơn giản, hết mình. Thậm chí khi cô đòi chia tay, anh cũng gạt phắt, lơ là như những lần cô đòi chia tay trước. Hay vì anh mệt mỏi khi phải chịu đựng cô. Cô cũng không rõ, chỉ biết mình còn yêu anh nhiều lắm!

Sự giải thoát, đúng sẽ chẳng có sự giải thoát nào tuyệt vời hơn thế cho anh, cô nghĩ thế. Anh sẽ tự do chiều chuộng, ga lăng với những cô em gái, chị gái, bạn gái của anh. Cô có thể thảnh thơi cho những chương trình mới mà không lo phải ghen tuông ngờ nghệch. Vậy mà, những lúc cô đã hạ quyết tâm quên anh đi, thì lại nhớ anh. Có khi là vô tình chạm vô cái gạt tàn đầy thuốc, cô lại nhớ đến lúc anh bảo “mong có người dọn tàn thuốc cho mình” và mỉm cười ngụ ý nhìn cô.

Có khi đi trên con đường, cô lại nhớ đến anh từng bỏ cô giữa đường chỉ vì cha một người bạn qua đời, anh phải cùng các bạn cũ đi an ủi cô ấy. Vui có, buồn có, đau khổ có, giận hờn cô, có chăng đó mới là tình yêu. Mà thôi, đã thuộc về một quá khứ xa xăm. Quay quắt, cứ quay quắt như thế trong một nỗi đau, khi cô nhếch miệng cười bảo anh: “Không phải anh quá xấu, mà vì em không thể chịu đựng anh quá tốt!” khi anh cầu xin một cơ hội cho tình yêu hai người. Cô ngẫm lại thấy mình thật nực cười, ai lại bị trách vì quá tốt bao giờ. Rõ ràng là cô quá điên khi đánh mất anh. Nhưng tình yêu là vậy, không có cho con người ta cái khoảnh khắc hối hận để nhìn lại, níu lại.

Cô tự hỏi có phải trong tình yêu cô luôn là kẻ thất bại, có khi vì cô quá yêu, có khi vì cô quá tin hay vì quá hời hợt. Cũng chẳng hiểu, chẳng ai tự đi giải mã tình yêu của mình bao giờ. Ba mối tình đi qua trong đời để cô lớn lên, trưởng thành nhưng vẫn là cô của ngày xưa, yêu hết mình. Cô muốn tập, muốn thử quên anh đi thật nhanh dù nhiều lúc đi ngang qua nơi hai đứa đã hẹn hò, có những lúc cô cũng khẽ rùng mình vì nhớ anh.

Ngày đầu tiên không có anh, với cô đó là điều bình thường và chả có gì là quá lo lắng. Những lần anh đi công tác, cô cũng đã quá quen rồi nhưng khi gặp cô, bạn bè đã thôi nhắc về anh như ngày xưa. Cô thầm cám ơn họ, chắc họ muốn cùng cô xóa tên anh trong trái tim. Có một lần người bạn thân của cô đã nói: “Thôi chết rồi, lần này mày đã yêu anh ấy nhiều lắm rồi, yêu nhiều thì sẽ khó quên”. Người ta nếu dùng cả một cuộc đời để yêu một người sâu đậm thì chắc phải dùng gấp đôi thời gian để quên đi điều ấy. “Chậc, ít nhất là không đúng với mình”, cô thầm nhủ. Cô vẫn sống thế, sáng thức dậy lúc 6 giờ, đi làm, rồi ăn trưa, rồi lại làm việc, xong thì trở về nhà và gặp gỡ bạn bè. Vẫn có những khoảng trống trong thời gian của cô. Cô bảo nếu cố tình lấp đầy thời gian để quên đi anh thì sẽ càng nhớ anh, phim ảnh vẫn thế mà. Khuya rồi, cô đi ngủ sau khi hoàn tất công việc. Cô mỉm cười thầm nhủ về sự thành công khi đã quên được anh.

Ngày thứ hai không có anh, cô đi lại trên con đường ấy. Vì công việc. Bất ngờ cô gặp lại anh. Cô nhìn anh như không quen. Nhưng tim cô quay lại. Quặn thắt. Cô khẽ cựa mình, như muốn đưa trái tim về đúng trạng thái của nó. Và rồi cô đã thành công. Cô thấy mình sao tàn nhẫn với trái tim cô quá! Lúc rộng rãi để nó tự do nhớ nhung, lúc lại bắt nó không được nhớ. Tít… tít… anh gọi cho cô. Họ gọi cho nhau khi anh ở đầu đường còn cô cuối đừơng.

Đường 50m với những hàng cây luôn rợp lá, và đường luôn như những dải lụa vàng khi thu tràn tới. Anh muốn cô và anh có thể như những người bạn. Để cho anh được chăm sóc em như ngày mình yêu nhau, để em được thấy khi anh quan tâm một người bạn khác với anh quan tâm người anh yêu. Vậy là anh muốn em là bạn anh? Chẳng phải em muốn thế sao, ôi kìa, sao giọng anh gay gắt quá!

Cô mỉm cười, nhạt nhẽo, anh là kẻ ích kỉ, anh không muốn em quên đi anh chứ gì, anh muốn em phải chết vì nhớ anh sao. Cô cúp máy cái rụp. Đúng chất Sài Gòn. Cô khóc rồi cô cười. Rất nhanh. Chỉ còn mình anh đứng nhìn theo cô. Anh yêu em, anh yêu em thật nhiều, như em từng nói rằng Lucy rất cần tình yêu của Henry để giúp cô ấy luôn nhớ, luôn yêu cuộc sống và dẫu họ có quên nhau thì họ vẫn yêu nhau. Anh muốn cô phải thật hạnh phúc và hạnh phúc.

Đã tròn 2 tháng kể từ khi hai người chia tay. Thỉnh thoảng cô vẫn cố tình hay cả vô tình đi qua con đường xưa để biết đâu tình cờ gặp lại anh. Nhưng cô không hề gặp lại anh. Cô lại tìm đến những quán cà phê, cô muốn quên đi bằng những kỉ niệm. Cô sợ phải quên một cách cố tình, như thế bất chợt khi nhớ lại quặng đau những cơn yêu thương. Cô lắng nghe bạn bè kể về anh, thành đạt nhưng cô đơn bằng vẻ mặt bình thản. Dù thật lòng trong tim cô cô muốn họ kể nhiều về anh. Đôi lúc cô chợt nhận ra kẻ ích kỉ là mình, khi luôn muốn quên anh bằng cách nói chuyện về anh như người bạn. Đúng, cô không có quyền hành hạ anh nhưng...

Hôm nay cô mua một DVD phim 50 First Dates bản đẹp đàng hoàng. Bộ phim này cô rất thích, cô nhớ, lần xem với anh là trước khi hai đứa chia tay, còn đang xem VCD bản lậu mướn ngoài hàng phim. Anh ghét những thứ đại loại như thế VCD, DVD lậu, khăn giấy giả, anh bảo anh muốn giành cho cô những gì chân thật và sống động nhất. Cô cười và bảo anh như quảng cáo ti vi thế. Nhưng rõ ràng cô biết anh là thế, có nguyên tắc nhưng cũng đầy yêu thương. Ôi, cái bộ phim chết tiệt làm cô nhớ về anh, dù không muốn. Cô thích bộ phim này nhất, vì tình yêu của Lucy và Henry. Anh thì bảo anh không muốn là Henry, vì anh sợ cô quên mất anh. Chắc giờ anh sẽ buồn lắm, vì cô đang quên anh. Bạn cô thì bảo mày có thấy động từ forget chia ở thì hiện tại tiếp diễn không, chỉ có mày “sẽ quên” hay “chưa quên” thôi. Không, tao “đang quên”, tao phải đang quên để có thể quên anh ấy một cách nhẹ nhàng.

Cô gọi cho anh khi bộ phim kết thúc, nước mắt cô nhè nhẹ lăn trên hai má bầu bĩnh. Cô muốn có anh để xoa dịu những yêu thương, để lau hộ cô những giọt nước mắt. Không liên lạc được. Cô lo lắng. Cô sợ. Chắc anh muốn cắt đứt với mình thật, không xài số này nữa. Cô thực hiện cuộc gọi lại. Thở phào nhẹ nhõm khi nghe tiếng anh. “Linh à, em gọi anh có việc gì không? Anh muốn nói là...”. Cô cắt đứt lời anh. “Khi nãy em không thể gọi cho anh, em sợ lắm. Em sợ anh muốn cắt đứt, không muốn nhìn mặt em nữa. Vì em là cô bé ích kỉ”... Tiếng anh cười, khờ quá, máy đứng anh chỉ gỡ sim ra rồi gắn vào lại. Anh bật cười, vì hạnh phúc nhiều hơn, vì anh tin, anh biết cô vẫn còn yêu anh. Anh ạ, em xem lại phim mà hai đứa mình từng xem, và em còn nhớ cả là em đã nói em cần anh như Lucy cần Henry vậy. Em muốn quên anh như Lucy vậy. Nhưng thực ra, dẫu em quên đi thế nào thì vẫn luôn có một sự thật rằng em yêu anh.

Anh im lặng. Cô sợ sệt im lặng. Khoảng không gian đè nặng lên hai trái tim trẻ. Anh mỉm cười, nụ cười của anh như thật gần bên cô. Anh bảo. Vậy em đừng tập quên đi nữa nhé, ngày xưa, bây giờ, và cả mai sau anh không muốn là chàng Henry tội nghiệp. Anh muốn em luôn nhớ về anh. Đêm dần trôi, chỉ còn tiếng thủ thỉ của thời gian. Cô hiểu, quên hay nhớ chỉ là của trí óc còn tình yêu là của trái tim, và quên hay nhớ chỉ là trong 1 giây, 1 phút hay 1 tháng còn yêu thương là cả một cuộc đời.

2007-07-10T00:47:00.000+08:00

tah tah...it's blogging time ^_^

I woke up at abt 12:30 noon today haha so much for a day w/o a maid LOLx
well, I've not been doing so much today though...just a simple lunch so I dun need to bother abt cooking and cleaning up so much ^_^ then went out for some important stuff, which includes submitting my foto for a MC selection by Vietnamnet ^_^ *hopefully I'm selected* haha but if they don't, I'm not surprised though LOLx cos the foto I submitted is just a casual one taken after a swimming session(with Pear and SK inside) hehehe

wohoo!!!then party time started!!!!

I came to meet up with my friends...we went out for a drink (@ a cafe) 1st cos it was a bit early for dinner =)

This is me and my mango-mixed-with-chocolate drink and the other 2 drinks are avocado mixed with yogurt. Look nice,rite? I don't know abt the other 2 drinks but mine is not so good...I've tried banana/strawberry and grape with chocolate and they all tasted YUMMY!!! unlike this mango and chocolate =s -->this's probably the worst combi so 1 advice: dun ever try it=p

then we just walked across to have dinner ^_^ and I 4got to take foto of our yummy dinner =(

after dinner is time for desert ^_^ we chose Italian Ice-cream. GREAT choice kekeke let me see...special dark chocolate + whisky + yellow mellon flavours !!! yippppy!!!! U all should try ^_^

3 of us went out with H's cousin(???? I'm nt so sure=p) and he commented that why girls always stick their heads together when taking fotos....

so this is for a change LOL...*no comment* LOLx hahaha

this is the glass which is used to serve water after the ice-cream ^_^ I like the design at the bottom of the glass ^_^ haha mayb I got influence from mr.T...that's why now I'm quite into taking fotos of these cute and nice design stuff, of which H can't understand why LOLx

then we met up with mr.Curly-hair of our batch and went to I-box for a drink (yeah!!!drink!!! again hahaha) well, I pity H's cousin (let's just address him as her cousin hahaha) cos he was hardly in our fotos haha more then often being the camera man hahaha thank you ^_^

This I-box is kinda a pub so why not trying some alcohol drink since I'm way above 18??? ^_^ so these are our cocktails ^_^ the funny thing is that the 2 guys chose some cappuccino as their drink while all 2 ladies chose cocktail LOLx

here are the ladies of the night with their cocktail ^_^

Thu with her "honey moon" cocktail (mayb that's why there are 2 straws=p)

and mE with my "royal martini" cocktail. I must say it's a right choice ^_^ mayb bcos I love Martini [ not to say the name "royal"=p] .....but trust me! go and try! it's worth trying ^_^

this is Hanh after finishing her cocktail (4got its name=p) haha such an Unglam pose LOLx luckily I didnt take that=p
and of cos beside her is mr.Curly with forever-ugly pose LOLx

hehe I've just realised...I'm stil AWAKE!!! and not drunk hahaha last time, I tried to finish 1 bottle of beer and I got a bit ( A BIT only) drunk, but this time, Martini didnt make me drunk hahaha

yippy!!!happy hours @ I-box is from 5-7pm haha I shall come back to try some more cocktail there=p

and THANKs to H's cousin ^_^ He paid for almost everything tonight...I didnt get to pay anything hahaha quite guilty though...but I guess it's okie to get spoilt once in a while ^_^

2007-07-08T23:41:00.000+08:00

Tired and exhausted after the trip, I hardly left my bed ytday=p, only woke up to go tutoring and then go out cos 1 of my batch-mates flew out to Hanoi for holiday ^_^
Dragged myself out of bed, I went to meet up with them for Kbox

I didn't have so much energy to play all out but it was still FUN ^_^

haha dun misunderstand!!! They were just acting LOLx (but look real and pro though=p)
and obviously I was the camera gal hahaha till my camera went out of battery (I 4got to bring the extra pack =s)

Then today afternoon, they came over to my house...We played cards (again=p)

haha I wasn't the most pro one but I didn't lose those hahaha I was placed 3/6 based on overall score hehehe

I was very curious to see his hairstyle but he refused to take off his cap =( hmmmm If I were him, I'd proudly show off my hairstyle LOLx....S$130 spent to straighten his hair liao...why not proud??? haha I've never spent that much on 1 time visiting hair salon (though those I visited are quite high class ones alr keke so U can imagine.....S$130 wow!!!!=p)

and mayb this foto is what SK and Moo are longing to see LOLx
to mOO: he surely doesn't smell FISHY LOLx
to SK: "am I attached?" nice question!!!! hahaha do we look good in the fotos? LOLx SK, I'm still in love with the same person as the last time I talked to U abt...so does this answer ur question alr? ^_^

SAT 07/07/07 is over already...half of the world say it's a lucky day while the other half say it's bad luck day...whom should I believe? haha not important!!! cos either way, my sat was FUN^_^

SUN 08/07/07

to the 25th: hAppY our 2nd AnnIvErsArY ^_^

I hope U guys enjoyed urself and had lots of fun ytday...I so much wana join the BBQ and the movie marathon sob sob...but NONE of U offered to pay for my air tix there liao....*sad*
hopefully I can join U all next year....^_^
I'm waiting for all the fotos to be uploaded hoh!!!!! Dun take ur sweet time to do it,k? I'm dying to see them T_T
*miss U All lots&lots*

I wanted to post something special on my blog and on our 25th blog but my laptop is spoilt and I don't know why my bro's comp (which I'm using now) cant connect with my hard drive T_T
apparently it can be connected to only LAPTOP, and not desktop @_@ so I can do nothing now but wait till my laptop is fixed @_@ this is really irritating cos all my work is kinda being hung there waiting....I cant do much with my bro's desktop cos he's on his holiday and I dun hv password to use his admin account @_@

one more bad news for today: I no longer has maid...She said she'd only go back for 1-week holiday but I doubt that she'd return though....
anyway, I don't like her anymore...a super lazy one...watching TV all the time, to the extent that U sure can ask her about every show/movie/program being shown on every channel....the house is left DIRTY (ok lah...not so dirty but way below what I expect her to do)....and the most IRRITATING part is that she stole my bling-bling hair clips (then she lied that she only kept them cos I threw them away - bull****!!!if I did, I could always do that in S'pore, why must bring them back to Vietnam to throw? S'pore dun hv dustbin??? LOLx and 2/3 of them are sentimental stuff which I wont throw away even when it can no longer be used) and my bro's old t-shirts (which she lied that she had asked my bro b4 he went for his holiday but I called him up and he said he was never be asked)...ya lah...!!!! I hate this kinda of attitute...those things are small (like hair clips) and mayb no longer in used (my bro's old tees) but if she wants, she gota ASK for it, and certainly NOT just secretly kept them like that...she didn't say a single sorry when I asked for explanation...
yup2! I need a maid but I can still survive w/o one so she's certainly SACKED!!!!

haiz...now till there's a new maid...I got more things to take care of...cannot just anyhow go out when I want alr...sigh....
but lucky in a way that it somehow keeps me more occupied so I hv less time to pity myself cos everyone else seems to be happy in love and happily dating while I have none....bOO!!!!
[ok lah!!! I got love but certainly no DATING or watsoever]

2007-07-07T00:59:00.000+08:00

ten ten ten..after being so stressed out by....countless things...here and there....
after "planning" for sooooo LONG, my beloved mates FINALLY had a getaway overnight together ^_^

let me see...I think we've been planning this getaway since secondary school LOLx how PATHETIC we are....LOLx we've been so busy with our own schedules, with our group members flying in and out of Hanoi-Vietnam (typically mE LOLx)

even the night before ..we couldn't agree on the specific plan of how and what to do...SOMEONE didn't even agree to go cos of he's busy with some family/(other) friend's matters...We tried persuading him one by one - all FAILED till the last person; thank God that he finally AGREED..

well, not that we wana force him or something but it's the fact that if we missed this chance, the next chance would probably be when we'd retire and have nothing else to worry about LOLx

The most funny thing is...the guy who was the most enthusiastic and contributed the most (beside me) into making the plan come true, got FOOD POISONING just before the meeting time LOLx...erm...LOLx..hahaha I dun mean to LAUGH when my friend got admitted into hospital but....it's just SO FUNNY!!!!! LOLx.....

even when we were in the cab, reaching the bus interchange to go to a a resort in Hoa Binh province to play, we changed our decision and made a U-turn to the other bus interchange to go to Do Son - a beach city where there's a level 8 storm sweeping by LOLx we are such a crazy bun of people LOLx but I guess that's one of the factor "glued" us together ^_^

after so much difficulties and obstacles, we finally arrived at our prompt destination (against all odds - including the weather =p)...
we settled down in a relatively small hotel ^_^, took a rest and then went out to fill our stomachs and explore the place ^_^

It was raining quite heavily when we 1st went out. But after our dinner, the rain gradually stopped...mayb God saw our determination which would not give up on any obstacles, so He made the rain stop for us ^_^
Above are T, T, T and T LOLx just coincidently that all their names/nickname starting with initial T ^_^

He said he loves the ...er....electricity pole??? hahaha dun really know how to call it cos I've never seen it in S'pore =p
well, I find nothing attractive about it, but since he wanted...there....a foto of him ^_^

after a LONG LONG walk back to our hotel (THANKs to mr.TA whose left leg is injured), we finally reached, bathed....and here are the 2 gal in the "team" (me and D)looking out the window ^_^ romantic sia? hahaha but it's really nice.....super nice view instead...we were on the 5th floor =)

and here is the unglam foto of...all 3 of us I guess=p

after playing cards, we took our 1st group foto ^_^ there are a few versions with different posing but due to SLOW internet connection (actually I think it's more of my bro's comp - got virus=p), I shall not upload all =) *lazy*

It was early morning....2pm or so...when we decided to sleep....
but something happened LOLx...
cos the punishment for the loser of the games was to drink a cup of wine so someone threw up in the middle of the night LOLx.....continuously....D got allergic #_# to the bed sheets or some insects bite her....so we could not sleep til about 430 or 5am...

next day...for all the lazy bums to get up, get dressed, eat something and bla bla....we checked out at about 1130am and headed to the beach ^_^

hee...this is mr T coming back from the USA hehe but he looks like he got the Korean style into him though =p...mayb US culture isnt prominent enough to influent him LOLx

Now let's see the difference from a gal and a guy hehe ^_^

this is a D cutting a mango hehehe how pro she is!!!!! gal ROX lolx

this is how a guy peeling off the egg's skin LOLx....just simple like that and a guy cant do it properly LOLx...this is the pool survey result after seeing all the guys in the team peeling LOLx

okie okie...I shall be fair LOLx...I do admit that not every guy is clumsy hahaha
like me, I love Japanese food but I don't know how to prepare the one-time-only bamboo chopsticks as well and as pro as my BB...he always helped me do @_@ but now I just gota be satisfied with my "talent" in handling it =p

after swimming and playing in the sea, we ate some seafood...this is the afterward shells of the crabs left over=p (got ALOT more in the dustbin under the table=p)

and then...foto-taking seesion - my fav=p

Don't we look like love birds?^_^ LOLx

and they? as if they are ready for a real fight LOLx...

nah...they are truely love birds ^_^ swEEt& lOvAblE =) even their outfits matching ^_^

and a final group foto before leaving the beach....
I don't want though..I LOVE beach...but no choice...someone gota be back be too late=(

and here is mE at a street-side store where I bought my cute rain-bow made-from-shells bracelet ^_^

on the street side...waiting for the bus to get home ^_^

do we look like some pathetic beggars? haha NOPE, we are just a bun of happy and adventurous backpack students ^_^

our journey has ended but the memory will sure stay forever ^_^ this journey has made us become closer than ever...
more personal time for some catching up and sharing session...
having fun w/o worries or limit set...
treasuring each other more...
bla bla....
for those who couldn't make it like T (yeah, another T whose nickname is C-gia) or MA....sorry for not being able to wait for U to include U in the trip...
and dun worry, we'll have another one SOON...in the next 48 years (nice number mah - try to reverse the order ans see what U get=p) confirmed LOLx

Special THANKs to those who put in so much effort in persuading our last member of the team to agree to go...
We had great time and so much fun together...
I've found back my balance in my life...
I've found back "something" I thought I've lost it - something so PRECIOUS to me...I hope this is the beginning for something new - for a change ;)

This is a corner of my bed...sob...sob...I was away only for one night and my 2 dearies are treated like that....sob sob...they are not well taken care of as I wanted them to be...=(
and the bed isnt made the way I always do gruuuu....

and here...LOOK!!!! OMG!!!! my kitten is like being hanging there...sob sob.....how could my maid do that???? T_T
but at least my make-up table is well-kept ^_^

2007-07-01T19:00:00.000+08:00

heez....
it's been raining...
the wind is cooling....

I love the weather these 2 days...
Even though I cant go out shopping of doing anything much
but
who cares?=)
I'm happily at home slacking
sleeping and eating *sinful face* =p
haha kk...I promise to start my exercise tml onwards
I wana lose weight like SK *jealous face* LOLx

yeah...the wind just somehow makes me happy
I love WINDy weather - windy places
mayb that's why I love East Coast - I love Esplanade walk way
I love beaches and everywhere near the sea
mayb that's why I love a honey moon @ Hawaii? @_@
hahaha or I'm just dreaming too much LOLx

but seriously, I love wind and cooling weather
I love it when my hair is let loose in the wind
I love it even more when my hair "irritates" someone =)

I think this's chocolate-talk LOLx
Ferrero Rocher difinitely lifts up my mood
^_^
but I stil prefer Lind dark chocolate though=p

2007-07-01T13:47:00.000+08:00

sob sob sob......my lappie is pronounced DEAD T_T.....
die :((......
how to survive without her....
and I dun noe who's to turn to now....
sob sob sob....
Nakkie!!!!I need U!!!!! T_T
I dun trust the shop here....

sigh....

besides that bad news, I guess things are pretty much okay for now
thanks to the Yahoo online ytday nite ^_^
even though I went to bed at 5am
(cos I got a sudden urge of packing and cleaning up my room=p)
I still managed to wake up at 8am to go for bfast with TA
haha I guess it's the longest bfast I've ever had
longer than those I had with Iphanx LOLx
when I came back home, it was just nice for lunch hahaha
^o^ *piGGie* ^o^
but yeah!!! nice long talk with TA, and our little secret plan
*wink*
23 days to count down til the day he leaves...
I'll miss U and time we spent talking and sharing
miss U like a bro ^_^

I've learnt to treasure what I'm having now

so yup, why bother to be sad now?=)

U're stil here =)

It's become a "tradition" for me...

everytime when I love someone

(friend love, family love,...etc...not only BGR love)

we'll soon be apart physically

in 1 way or another

It's the part and parcel of life

which I hate

but gota accept

sometimes I wonder

why life is so unfair to me

but is this really unfair?

cos I stil have someone who love me

no matter where I am

cos I know I'm always loved

no matter who I was/am or will be

should I be contented?

haha

NOPE

I'm greedy

I WANT MORE

mayb that's why

I love travelling

cos it means

exploring new places

making new friends

being loved and missed more

^_^

keke sorry for being so selfish

but it makes me happy knowing U LOVE ME

and U sure have my love too

mayb some days

I'll settle down

when I've found that someone

who means the whole world to me

so that I no longer need to travel

[like I once (or mayb twice) FOUND]

so for now

I'll continue my journey

continue searching for that someone

waiting for that final moment

^_^

(mayb this will change)

bye bye Singapore

I'll keep U in my heart

BIG hi to Melbourne, Aus

here I'm coming

(not so soon though=p)

open up ur heart for me

as I'll open mine

(at least I'll try)

^_^

heez...anyone read CLEO mag? (my fav one ^_^)

this july print, there's an article in "her say" portion

which named "Reconciling relocation" - leaving your loved ones behind is hard to do....

I found myself in this article...A LOT....in fact

especially during this time

when I have to decide

if I want a relocation ....once more....

leaving Vietnam 5 years ago wasnt so hard for me - I guess cos I was childish and didnt do much thingking

but thank God that those friends I left behind, now have become my closest one - like my 2nd family in Vietnam - a big MOTIVATION for me look forwards to spending my holiday here=)

and now...leaving S'pore and all those friends I've made after these 5 years...is really hard for me

but 90%....I'll be leaving...for a fresh start...for a new chapter of my life...for something new

mayb I'm running away...or mayb I just choose a different path - an alternative one

but surely......

-=="So to all the friends whom I've left behind, thank you for being a part of my world"==-

[quoted from CLEO]

haha dun know why I feel to type this...

it's not like I'm leaving now..

or have confirmed my decision...

but still...

I guess my decision is moving towards Melbourne, Aus....and outwards from S'pore....

[hehe just try to understand me - I'm moody nowadays

troubled by many big decisions I've gota make

if U want the happy-go-lucky bloggie

then I guess U typed the wrong address

dun be back til...1 year later????

LOLx]

for my juniors: MUG hard for ur exam...then U'll just follow a straight path....only if U wana try to feel how it's like to stuck like me - or even worse, nowhere to go...then slow down and take a rest;)

2007-06-30T21:41:00.000+08:00

haha it's a cool day today ^_^
and I managed to open the doors to my balcony for the very 1st time LOLx
[feeling a bit weird though...as if the whole world is looking at my room]
so...
as a result hahaha
I slept whole day...
didnt wana wake up...
*love my beds,mattress, pillows, soft toys, etc...soooo much*
only drag myself out of my bed
then out of my house to go for tuition to earn my pocket money ^_^

sigh...I'm gona be jobless 1 month later cos the Korean baby is going back to Korea
How to earn???
Where's the money for my needs and wants?
sob...sob...

Stress:

feeling tired and drained out
*hyperdrive*
still stuck with my uni options
cant decide which one is beta
for me and for my future

Heartbroken:

[Have you ever been in love
You could touch the moonlight
When your hearts shooting stars
You're holding heaven in your arms
Have you ever been so in love

Have you ever walked on air
Ever felt like you were dreaming
When you never thought it could
But it really feels that good
Have you ever been so in love

Have you ever been in love
You could touch the moonlight
When your hearts shooting star
You're holding heaven in your arms
Have you ever been in love, have you...

The time I spent
Waiting for something that was heaven-sent
When you find it don't let go,
I know

Have you ever said a prayer
And found that it was answered
All my hope has been restored
And I aint looking anymore
Have you ever been so in love, have you...

Some place that you aint leavin
Somewhere youre gonna stay
When you finally found the meanin
Have you ever felt this way

The time I spent
Waiting for something that was heaven-sent
When you find it, dont let go,
I know...

Coz have you ever been so in love, so in love
You could touch the moonlight
You can even reach the stars
Doesnt matter near or far
Have you ever been so in love

Have you ever been in love
Have you ever been in love
So in... love...]

the song is by Celine Dion
try it!!!
It's a nice and touching song^_^

remind me of the past...
when we were together...
but the past is something over
something that I don't own it now

I wonder why
it's so hard to let go
even when I've determined to do so
there's just something holding me back
something deep inside
just when I thought it was all over
memory flashed back again...
tears rolling down my cheeks...till I'm asleep

I wonder when
this will stop
for me to have a fresh start
for me to gather myself back
for me to open my heart once more
....

Having said so
but
do I really want it to over?
I asked myself this qus
millions of times
but cant seem to find the right answer

PiggIE&bEArBeaR
are going to be 1 year old
^_^
but memory
is just like ytday
the way U hugged and kissed me
I can never forget

sitting here
typing this
missing you

have U ever missed me?
missed us?
....
even for just a second?

2007-06-27T20:46:00.001+08:00

When I'm too bored and crazy, I'll do something like this to kill time and avoid thinking too much hahaha LOLx
This will be used for my 360Yahoo! theme ^_^

2007-06-27T13:18:00.000+08:00

haiz.....life is so complicated....it has never like this before...I'm stuck between my uni options...dun noe wat to choose...sometimes it's good that U only hv 1 so U dun need to choose...sigh....
I've been asking around for advices but still couldn't make my own decision...

This is Uni of Tasmania - 1st to send me offer

2nd one to reply me is Uni of Newcastle (in Aus, not UK hoh) - but they never attached the offer letter to the email so I dun noe which course I'm offered...well, both my choices are Biz and International Biz so I'm okie with both ^_^

Freshly came - just this morning - offer for Biz from Victoria Uni in Melbourne - yeah!!!Melbourne!!!! hopefully Misa got her offer from Monash too - than the 2 shopping queens can reunite ^_^

haha as if I'm really gona accept the offer from Victoria U like that LOLx
well well, I do wish to continue in Mel with Misa ^_^ but I dun hv enough left to apply for visa for this july intake alr...so meaning, if I go, it'd be next year feb - meaning another 6-7 months at home ----->die liao T_T

here is another option so that I wont waste another 6 months doing nothing at home...going in RMIT in Vietnam for the 1st year and then by this time next year, I"ll be transfered to RMIT Melbourne to continue

haiz...confused!!!!!!!!

in the meanwhile....I also wana take up Fashion Management and Marketing at Raffles Design Insititute (which I was mistaken to be Lasalle) sob sob...

but it seems that this Raffles has no reputation at all to the extent that none of the ppl I asked (who are staying in S'pore, of cos) has ever heard of this school (hmmmm I wonder why it got into my ear...hmmmm cant remember alr...) so it's kinda a turn off for me sob sob....

sigh....I'm really stuck and need advice!!!!pls!!!! esp those who know me well.....which one should I choose?not much time left for me to decide and I'm still unsure...

haiz....besides that Uni mess, my life has somewat has returned to normal (after the trip to S'pore). I started to give tuition and go for aerobics class (not dance and other class yet cos I"m somehow very lazy=p)

this is a small view of my aerobics class...very fun hahaha it feels good that U sweat alot (which mean U'll hv higher chance of losing weight and becoming slimmer LOLx) - and of cos I was the one taking this foto -so there's no sweaty me inside haha LOLx

And this is wat Muriel has been waiting to see LOLx

let's play [ermm...wat the game's name????I 4got liao....the one U guess the word according the action using tools????? the one that we gave up after some trials^_^]
haha anyway...my point is....LOLx....look at them hahahaha Shuhui and Pat are obviously in love with their food haha but Moo-mOO LOLx hahahaha her food!!!beta watch out hahaha she looks like she's gona give them the most miserable death ever LOLx *pity them* LOLx

this is Mother Hen's turn to play haha dun worry!!!She only made them topple the next time round [luckily NOT me *phewwwwww*] LOLx

SK&CJ seem to laugh throughout the meal (at least in every fotos I took=p) hahaha and our dear P - Val still looks very sian LOLx...why ah??????

keke this is the newest one added to my jewel collection keke ms Pinky now seems to found her new love with black&white stuffie kekeke all THANKs to "someone"=p
but well, I'm still DEEPLY in love with PINK hahaha nothing can change this fact lalalalala

kkkkk.......I'm turning crazy.....so I shall stop here before typing something more stupid haha

2007-06-25T01:11:00.000+08:00

weeeeee......very sleepy now but I shall use up all the energy left for today to post this entry cos some peeps have been waiting for it to be up ^_^ I'm so nice ....I know kekeke LOLx

I'M so blessed......haha I went to my aunt's house with my bro for lunch today and guess wat? I was blessed with.......

a new pair of shoes ^_^ isnt it beautiful? the front part is embroiled on silk, and I'm so in love with the golden colour and the hearts on the sole of the shoes (there is webbie address there with phrases like "love not hate, peace not war,..." too, cool rite? ^_^)
and then, there is this....

CUTE doll-cutting top that I'm sure Muriel will love it ^_^ It has very cute ribbons and lace ^_^haha my first top of "JLo" brand hehehe so HAPPY!!!!!! and she promised to try to give me a pair of Prada shoes too *love love love* hehehehe [well, "try" is because there is a Prada shoes' factory here and my aunt is working in the same field (like the other half of my uncles and my dad haha) so she has connection and therefore can ask them to "steal" the shoes for me LOLx [ yeah I know "steal" is sinful but it's Prada shoes,k? haha and we pay for it anyway (of cos with much cheaper price if U actually buy it in the shop=p)

yup yup...I know I'm BLESSED haha
(not to mention, I got new Styling Mousse from her too LOLx good!!!!cos mine is running out soon =p)

hehe after HAVERSTing so many things, I went home to prepare for my night out with my group of friends here =) well, we just cant wait to get together for a meal or some kinda entertainment LOLx
and here is our dinner...

*sinful face* again but I just checked my weight and it stays the same so well well well hahaha I just dont care LOL
then we hit the K-box to continue our fun ^_^
haha today the attention was truly concentrated on TA LOLx we were all making fun of him for his constant habit of "speaking vulgar" LOLx...welll, the word is vulgar but if the way he says it makes it just like every other word that U use in ur daily conversation LOLx I guess that's the cute part...so cant really blame him for saying though....LOLx

and as per normal, I'm the camera gal...shooting all the UNGLAM fotos LOLx

Tu is twirling while singing duet with TA LOLx

and here is TA cant even stand his own "performance" LOLx

and this is.....proudly present to U ....the duet of the night!!!!! T&T lolx

this is the other side....

and this is dear trying to fit into SK's hand-drawing shoes for me....keke dun worry, SK!!! I"ll kill him if anything happens to the shoes=p, but see? I've wearing it since I left to Changi airport last Tues ^_^
haha and I think that's enuf for the outing's unglam fotos or they'll kill me later LOLx

as I mentioned in my previous blog entry, this is the pix of me donating blood

haha and this is my promise to SK=)

sorry SK...some of the pix....dun noe wat happened to them....it's like that when I upload....I tried using diff webbie but no use...still the same result so I just leave it like that...U try to see watever U wana see haha

These are fotos taken with some peeps whose fotos they took with me but I like never upload b4 kekeke

Now I shall continue with some of the unglam fotos taken during our 25th dinner @ Settlers Cafe @ Holland V last monday ^_^

and this illustration of how playing taboo LOLx....she was describing the word given while SHAKING her whole body lolx damn funny loh hahaha [for more info, pls refer to Moo's webbie keke]

this is SK....hmmm .....she looks like a teacher trying to describe some new concepts to her students (who are undoubtedly kids below 5 yrs old LOLx)
haha SK!!!!Dun kill me hahaha I just think this's so funny and wana post it up haha but of cos I still love U soooooo much *love ya*

this is ruru & mother hen hugging...dun worry!!! I can assure U tt they are both not lesbian LOLx this is just how us - the 25th show our love for each other keke *love ya all*

well...since mr Aw was there for only like 30min so I didnt manage to catch any unglam foto of him T_T....and yup, so here is a foto of him trying to copy the previous sermon (as he was absent) while the other train had alr arrived (gruuu....we were supposed to change train at the interchange)...wonder if he has ever been free and enjoyed his life @ a slower pace?????@_@

haha it should be enuf...I'll post more when I hv time cos now I'm super sleepy alr...probably due to some beers that I drank tonight at the k-box there...
yeah!!! I know it's alcohol but I'm old enuf, k? (I might look just A BIT childish only=p)
yes!!! I do hate peeps who's drunk but social drink is okie...as long as U can still keep control of urself and ur behaviour=)

below are a few fotos taken after our mid-night movie (watching Fantastic 4 - the silver surfer)

hehe this one looks a bit creepy though...cos the gal on top there is the advertiseing banner but she looks real somehow....*yewzzz*

and this's CUTE, rite? ^_^

this is mE - so of cos it's SUPER CUTE LOLx

btw....Hien'll be having her mid-year exam in a few hours time....let's wish her the very best!!!!!

Do it well, k? I'll keep U in my prayer, dear ^_^ *love ya*

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