I love you like a wildfire loves the wind,
From way down in my soul out through my skin,
You might say I feel it in my bones,
It brings me to my knees it lifts me up,
Makes me strong, and I hold on on, to.
Every touch, Every kiss,
And every moment just like this,
The way you dance, the way you smile,
You wear your hair just a little wild,
The way you will like you do,
It's no wonder I'm in love wih you.
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Today supposed to be a happy day for my cousin but it didnt seem like any of it....or may be it's one of the heart-breaking day for her...She's newly wedded and now moving in a newly-built house of her own. Isnt it a perfect picture for those young love birds? yEAh! It'd be if there's stil passion and loving tender care btw the 2 people. Sigh...I'd alw thought that disagreement then followed by moving back to parents' house was a girl's thing??? and now her husband proves me wrong. He moved back to stay with his parents. WTH!!! (haha for those who dont know wat this means, well...too bad=P)
Since beginning, I've never approved of her getting together with him but I respect her choice. They broke up once (really a big one --->she lost 7kg in 1 week....) and the number of times they fight is countless (really countless cos they fight from the smallest thing possible on earth and both refuse to take a step back)....sigh....
I have two cousins who alr married. Both of them same age...got married at about the same time. One is happily married and dweeling in the joy of being a mother-to-be. The other one is suffering and thinking of giving up everything....
One advantage of marriage it seems to me is that when you fall out of love with him or he falls out of love with you it keeps you together until maybe you fall in again.
~ Judith Viorst
It's the situation that my troubled cousin is in now...
sigh...tml I'll be going over to her house for lunch to comfort her...it's better to share the burden than to keep it inside. It'll explode one day and no one knows what could happen then...
I was growing up thinking that love is all around. As long as we love with all our heart&soul, we'll get back what we deserve. I think it's funny that some couples alw quarrell...and I didnt understand why some people get married with the hope that their partner could change for the better after the wedding, and then of cos, they divorce after that illusion is gone and reality takes place....
now, looking around me...I understand that the world outside my Pinky Wonderland is much bigger and I cant just stay inside, being protected forever...I gota face it like every other person on earth.
If you would be loved, love and be lovable.
~ Benjamin Franklin
Benjamin Franklin - What U believe in only happens in my Pinky Wonderland, and definitely not in this imperfect world that we're living in. How I wish it'd be the case....Love and to be lovable to be loved....I nolonger believe in such a thing...
I loved and I lost....1st is the dearest to me in my family, then followed by someone ....(I mean both physically and emotionally lost - like someone pass away or a break-up or physically distant or....thousands cases.....)
It is better to have loved and lost than never to have lost at all.
~ Samuel Butler
Is it true? better to loved and lost? I dont know...well, if we never loved, there'd be no pain, no emotional hurt...but we'd never know how it feels to be waiting anxiously and to count down til the moment we meet our beloved one(s), how it feels to look into ones' eyes and see that we are the world to them (and vice versa),.....If we loved then lost, we'd know how precious love was but precious time together is forever a sweet memory / a dream that might never come true again, we'd be going through all the emotional (and probably physical) hurt and pain that ever possibly exist on earth; some could move on after that while some could never get over it eventhough they might accpect the fact....
If you love somebody, let them go, for if they return, they were always yours. And if they don't, they never were.
~ Kahlil Gibran
yes, like I said in previous post, love is a 2-way game so if one decides to walk away, there's practically nothing that the other one could do to hold that person back (ya, I know sometimes miracles do happen but it's RARE and the chance is close to zero). And true enough, letting the person U love go is to set them free for their better (and our worse). It's called "unconditional love", just like how Jesus died for us thousands times ago; He sacrificed but always opens His heart to take back all those backslidders w/o questioning or criticising. It's PERFECT love and I wonder how many people on earth would be able to do that???
well, definitely not me! cos wen I love, I want that person to be with me, I cant bear seeing him/her go away...
I remember someone said "love is the only heavenly thing on earth"...but with all this fact getting into my head, I wonder if I'd stil choose to love -to experience that heavenly thing...or if my heart is stil brave enough to open up once again...cos since I could remember, everytime when I realise how much I love one person, that person would go away from me in one way or another (physically or emotionally) such as that dearest family member of mine, or that someone, or even Misa - she's now physically away from me but I'm stil glad that we are stil in contact=)
We've got this gift of love, but love is like a precious plant. You can't just accept it and leave it in the cupboard or just think it's going to get on by itself. You've got to keep watering it. You've got to really look after it and nurture it.
~ John Lennon
Practically all my best friends are physically away from me (it's not that we choose to go but it's where our destiny guides us to). But why are we stil best friends? cos it's our decision to stick together no matter what...yes, we do have disagreements sometimes but we've made up our mind to put in effort to make our friendship last...With faith and actual actions, everything is possible eventhough we can be half-way around the world from each other...
and that's why I dont understand why some people declaring that they love each other but dont put in effort to make the relationship last...Even I know every relationship has its ups and downs but when the decision is made to be together, they should try their best (by ACTIONs, not by WORDs) to make it work, unless they are no longer in love....
I know peep who's stil in love but bluff himself that the relationship couldnt work out. I mean, what's for??? his decision make both parties suffer, cos both of them are stil in love with each other...To me, he's such a selfish and coward guy! Run away from reality and from HIMSELF!!!! I wonder if he ever look back, think abt his decision and the consequences or "happily" live his life bluffing himself...
In contrast to that case, my cousin now is bluffing herself that her marriage / relationship would work out...
(in both cases, it's not only my opinion but also others' )
---->such a funny world we are living in....=)
12:18 AM
wIshlIst fOr 2008
~a bOyfrIEnd [this's stil my TOP priority wish(=p)]
--> dOnE by my 21st bday ^@^
~a trip to Hong Kong Disney Land / Sydney / London AND S'pore - of cos =p
~a new digital camera
--> dOnE by Chinese New Year
~a new wardrobe full of clothes and accessories
--> dOnE by Chinese New Year
~at least 2 HD and 1 D for each of my semester, and of cos, no fail pls!!!
~mOnEy, MoNeY & MONEY [LOLx]
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