Sunday, July 01, 2007
sob sob sob......my lappie is pronounced DEAD T_T.....
die :((......
how to survive without her....
and I dun noe who's to turn to now....
sob sob sob....
Nakkie!!!!I need U!!!!! T_T
I dun trust the shop here....
sigh....
besides that bad news, I guess things are pretty much okay for now
thanks to the Yahoo online ytday nite ^_^
even though I went to bed at 5am
(cos I got a sudden urge of packing and cleaning up my room=p)
I still managed to wake up at 8am to go for bfast with TA
haha I guess it's the longest bfast I've ever had
longer than those I had with Iphanx LOLx
when I came back home, it was just nice for lunch hahaha
^o^ *piGGie* ^o^
but yeah!!! nice long talk with TA, and our little secret plan
*wink*
23 days to count down til the day he leaves...
I'll miss U and time we spent talking and sharing
miss U like a bro ^_^
I've learnt to treasure what I'm having now
so yup, why bother to be sad now?=)
U're stil here =)
It's become a "tradition" for me...
everytime when I love someone
(friend love, family love,...etc...not only BGR love)
we'll soon be apart physically
in 1 way or another
It's the part and parcel of life
which I hate
but gota accept
sometimes I wonder
why life is so unfair to me
but is this really unfair?
cos I stil have someone who love me
no matter where I am
cos I know I'm always loved
no matter who I was/am or will be
should I be contented?
haha
NOPE
I'm greedy
I WANT MORE
mayb that's why
I love travelling
cos it means
exploring new places
making new friends
being loved and missed more
^_^
keke sorry for being so selfish
but it makes me happy knowing U LOVE ME
and U sure have my love too
mayb some days
I'll settle down
when I've found that someone
who means the whole world to me
so that I no longer need to travel
[like I once (or mayb twice) FOUND]
so for now
I'll continue my journey
continue searching for that someone
waiting for that final moment
^_^
(mayb this will change)
bye bye Singapore
I'll keep U in my heart
BIG hi to Melbourne, Aus
here I'm coming
(not so soon though=p)
open up ur heart for me
as I'll open mine
(at least I'll try)
^_^
heez...anyone read CLEO mag? (my fav one ^_^)
this july print, there's an article in "her say" portion
which named "Reconciling relocation" - leaving your loved ones behind is hard to do....
I found myself in this article...A LOT....in fact
especially during this time
when I have to decide
if I want a relocation ....once more....
leaving Vietnam 5 years ago wasnt so hard for me - I guess cos I was childish and didnt do much thingking
but thank God that those friends I left behind, now have become my closest one - like my 2nd family in Vietnam - a big MOTIVATION for me look forwards to spending my holiday here=)
and now...leaving S'pore and all those friends I've made after these 5 years...is really hard for me
but 90%....I'll be leaving...for a fresh start...for a new chapter of my life...for something new
mayb I'm running away...or mayb I just choose a different path - an alternative one
but surely......
-=="So to all the friends whom I've left behind, thank you for being a part of my world"==-
[quoted from CLEO]
haha dun know why I feel to type this...
it's not like I'm leaving now..
or have confirmed my decision...
but still...
I guess my decision is moving towards Melbourne, Aus....and outwards from S'pore....
[hehe just try to understand me - I'm moody nowadays
troubled by many big decisions I've gota make
if U want the happy-go-lucky bloggie
then I guess U typed the wrong address
dun be back til...1 year later????
LOLx]
for my juniors: MUG hard for ur exam...then U'll just follow a straight path....only if U wana try to feel how it's like to stuck like me - or even worse, nowhere to go...then slow down and take a rest;)
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